Loving my december~~

December so far... Been really nice to me... Syukur Alhamdulillah...

this morning i got a call... Telling me that i am eligible for the job that i've applied sometime last month... In the govenrment sector... But as usual... Mesti ada test n the interviews kan... To select the best applicants... So yea... Wish me luck friends... :D

sebenarnya i totally forgot about it... Bila kana call tadi... I kinda excited... Walaupun aku ada experience at bridex tapi atu just a temporary employment... And ani for me... Its BIG... Its what im going to do in so so many years... Thats also the reason why my recent post mentioning about decision in the making... Shall i choose this or OCS or that... Pening eh... Tapi whatever it is... I wont take forgranted all the rezeki yang kana kurniakan ani... I'll give my best for this... Macam ku xam maths jua effort ku... Hehe...

People out there might say alum jua dapat p show off... Im not showing off im just sharing my happiness n my excitement with my dear friend... Karang kalau ku nda share2 ada yang jauh hati... So the best way is to share the happy news...

tidur...

Such a huge ego...~~

Suppose today i want to call it officially hari malas ku... Tapi *sigh* i woke up at 10 am... Then kana banguni... *ka... Bali buku* iisshh... Bangun tah ni bsiap... Udah smpai skulah my sis kan membali buku... 11.30 am tutup... I was there 11.33 am bah... N the cigu said... Dtg esok saja.. Psal tukang cashier nya balik udah... It ruins hari malas ku jua 2 kan... N its hot today ya... Perfect kan nyasah sluar jeans... Hehehe...

yesterday i went to kuala belait... My mum attended her friend's wedding... Aku just ntar to the place... Bis 2 aku stay at my nini's crib... Since its almost lunch hour... Aku sebagai cucu yang jenis pemedulian... Haha... :p bawa my nini lunch out... Sebenarnya in KB i know the places... Tapi to xactly know the routes to those places atu still im yet to discover... :) so supaya sanang... I just suggest we makan d riviera... My nini awal2 suggest makan pat siring sungai atu tapi she wasnt sure jua buka or nda but ptg2 surely buka...

so went to reviera... My first impression *whhooaaa... So nice the place* its my first time there... Really2 nice... Kalau dating... Romantic 2 sana... Trust me... I've figure out something udah in my mind... *ketawa dlm hati* :D tapi its too bad i didnt get to enjoy the place batah2... Psal its hot n my nini kpanasan udh... N the food... Standard pricing... And the taste EXCELLENT!!!

n kemarin my uncle tanya... Btah udah i didnt see him sal he just got back from holland... Yatah he asked... 'Ko masuk askar? Buang tebiat??...' Hehehe... Malas ku jawap... Ku biar my mum menjawapkn.. Hehe..

n lastly... Our end-of-year annual family dinner is at the seasons restaurant... I dont know... Either xcited or not... Coz i have other place on my mind... :)

Mood nda stabil~~

Its because of the stupid driver... Gila punya orang... I saw that car tapi still clear for me to take the lane... I signal la kan msuk lane atu... Skali bila aku udah msuk that lane orang tua kabur kali udah matanya ah d hon nya aku... Pantang ah ku dbuat catu... Mun ku ilang sabar ah... Tau tah ya 2... Iiisshhh...

earlier today... We went to my uncle's house... Bru turun haji... Touching moment... Ntah nda ku tau why so emotional tadi... N the food was great... :D

n before that incident... Went to stadium... Just to prepare myself before that day come... I love how my skin looks when after workout... So glowy... Heheh.. N plus i want to tone down my perut yang msih comel ani... Hahah... Ckit lagi ah... Sabar... :D now i can wear skinny jeans hohoho... Tapi wait till i get my sexy abs back... ;D

owh ya... Pasal dmalam mendapat berita gumbira dari my friend... Sampai termimpi plang yang aku was in the middle of preparing myself for my own wedding... Banar mimpi indah... Yatah i tell my sister... N ya cakap... Ko tah plang ni yg kn kawin... Hahah... Really bila mendangar bunyi orang upgrading the relationship to the next level... I tend to get really excited... The reason is the preparation dari awal till the wedding day atu walau banyak kan dbuat due to adat tani... Tapi its the most beautiful thing... Besides that person officially becomes someone elses atu makes it even wonderful... Pasal kata dr.fadzillah kamsah... Bersyukur dengan pasangan kamu... Bcause... Not everyone else yang bertuah mendapat pasangan hidup... :)

decision in the making... :)

Movie movie movie~~~

Since abis xam ani... So far i've watched 3 movies... Bnyk 2... Compared to selalunya... Paling last i've been to the movie masa bulan 6 kah?? If im not mistaken lah... Yg tadi i liat ceta jump... Seronok!! I recommend it to those yg stress masa ani... Psal cali cetanya... N ada good looking actors lagi... So a total package... Heheh... Fun la tadi atu...

since my workout kemarin atu... I've sufferd chestburn or heart burn kh?? Yatah... I complain pat my mum... She said... Cuba th pelahan2... Ani mengajut2... Mana nda... Hmm... Well aku jenis nya yang suka push myself supaya nampak hasil nya... So pasal ani alai nda k stadium... Instead alai jalan2... Liat wayang... N oh i got my new pair of jeans udh... Yeehhaa... Cant wait for miri... Kan shopping kasut probably or new clothes...

actually my december had a good start ya... Wweehhee... Cant wait for the next day n the next one... Seronok nye... Esok... Hunting for teh c spesel... :D

Since...~~

Sejak entah brapa lama kh udah ku nda mengexersice kn diri... N baru tadi ku merajinkan diri k stadium.... Seronok... Letih... Aku rasa kurus... Heheh... N pemandangan yg indah :p haha... Atu yang mahal 2 nah... Eh... Cant help it mun drg park sebalah keta ku... Nda jua dapat d elak 2... Haha...

wwooowweee.... December hadir...~~ i aim kan buy 2 pairs of shoes... Peep toe heels sma bellarina flats... Atu saja... For the shoe part... ;p i dont need bags this month... Haha... This month ok... Other month alum tau lagi... Heheh... a pair of jeans would be nice.. N a new clothes... Heheh... Hello! December jua ni... Time to pamper myself... :D sepanjang december ani treat me nice n i'll b nice to you for the rest of the year... Heheh...

oh siapa yg alum liat new moon... Better watch sama your other half la ah... Supaya dapat feel of the love atu... Hehehe... Aku liat sma family... Mana terasa cinta in the air nya... Heheh... Tepaksa ku control my reaction bila meliat c jacob punya hot body 2... ;p hahah...

aku kan share 1 scene lah ah msa aku liat new moon... Kn new moon ani yang dtunggu2 kan d liat... Siapa yg dapat liat time sneak preview atu th yg lucky psal premier nya 3rd dec bru tah main... Aku xpect smua la ni bhave well on their seats... Menghayati jalan ceta... Tapi i hate it when duduk dekat2 dengan teenagers sekarang ani... No offence ah... Tapi banar annoying... Yatah psal dapan ku 'kanak2' bulih drg mencek2 mobile phone msa ceta atu main... Silau kali aa... N menganggu jua 2... Aku dengan selambanya terajang kerusi ah... Pandai eh ya concerntrate tarus... N baik jua aku punya seat sebalah kdalam ujung skali... N my sis yg duduk sebalah kwn 'kanak2' ani... Becerita bh ya psal new moon ah! Mentang2 th udah ya meliat... Awu mun aku sebalah nya... Ada xtra scene kali eh dalam panggung.... Alum lagi part kegatalannya tekluar 2 smbil2 mencek hp nya ah... Ntah eh...

enough... :)

Choices...

Tadi my mum ask me... Of all the jobs application yg i've submitted... Which one is my first choice? I said... Yg mana bgi offer dlu atu la yg i choose... Tapi deep inside... I dont really have a clue... Yang atu kh atau yang ani... Hhmmm...

sebenarnya i never think about it... All i know apply saja ikut qualification... I think i better start give a deeper thought on this matter... Penting woo... Ada kena mengena dengan future...

some people might want to really enjoy their free time... Tapi i really need a job soon... Nda sanggup buang masa drumah... Nothing to do makes me crazy... By next year my sisters start a new job n a new school term... N me?? Apa tah kn ku buat d rumah... Doing house chores? Oh no! Cukup th udah ni cuti ku baru kn seminggu ah... Buntu otak...

candle in the dark
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