Saturday, January 31, 2009

Love is in the air

Mentioning about my lunch @ swensen's tadi... It reminds me of the up coming valentines day... I personally nda celebrate plng... Its juz that celebrating your love atu yang make it interesting.. Bukan celebrating the day.... N the fun part is during xchange of hadiah... Nda plng semestinya u give hadiah kali... But for me its a must... Tapi aku nda demanding... Tapi kalau bulih bagi la... Hahaha... Majal... :p

yatah... Tarus ter set in my mind something romantic la f i were the one kan celebrate my love... Haha... Xcited jua ku ni... Hehehe...

but i wont share la my idea... Malas tah ku... Karang kana curi idea ku... Nada jua ku dapat apa2 in return... :p n my personal memories pasal celebrating love ani... Apa ah... Hahaha... Nda jua ku ingat 2... Its not worth remembering jua... Boring... Hahaha...

n i think slalu 2 on the 14th feb the single people rather stay at home pasal i think jeles lah liat couples celebrating n diri kan celebrate tapi sama siapa.... Kan... Since im single... I think i have a plan what to do on that day... 'maci' apa nah?? Hahaha... Dinner sama kau... Haha... :p lets keep it as a secret dulu... Hehe... ;)

btw about when i said gdg nda ramai tadi... I was wrong... D mall saja nda ramai... Tapi gdg area seperti biasa... Ramai~

yours truly
FIFI

Having a break...

Right nw... Aku d swensen... Its my first time... Awu betul... Nda ku tipu... Nice place tho... Lagi nice f with that special someone... Hhmm~

oh btw... Tadi aku k charles n keith... Skalinya ankle boots ku nada g... Sold out kali.... Eh apa ni... Then aku look arnd g f ada lagi yang menarik perhatian ku... Nada ah.. Apa ni...

next kan k mana lagi ku ni... Aku nda mau balik awal... Aku mau jalan puas2... But where... Btw... Hari sabtu kan ni??? Nda pn jam d gdg... N... Mcm nda ramai saja org... Knapa ah?? Ada tampat baru g kh org aga???

Its obvious...

Malas ku update my blog... Nyamal ku ni... Hahah... Duh! Haha....

lusa start the teaching practice... Tapi saya alum buat persediaan le... Heheh... I dont knw if i have the time kan update by that time... Pasal i heard bz ah... P i dont knw lah lain org lain cara nya buat kaja... Aku mau dapat xcellent grade ni in my teaching... Let us pray together ah for my success... ;)

i feel sleepy... Pasal i slept @ nearly 4 in the morning.... Bhapa saja ku?? Chatting2... Kn buat supaya mengantuk... Skalinya... Tersiuk tia chatting... Nda sadar tarus.... Haha... Ok fed up kali org dgn bahasa ku yang ku buat2 sndiri... Like the words yg ku tambah ter dpn nya... Haha... Who cares...

bh peeps... Got some shopping to be done... Hehehe....

yours truly
FIFI

Friday, January 30, 2009

Random question....

Readers... Are you comfortable with the way i write my post??? I know this is my blog n its all up to me... But i need a comment from you people so that i can improve... You get what i mean kan...

so feel free to xpress yourself on the tagboard....

thanks by the way for visiting... ;)

yours truly
FIFI

Entah...

Right now im attending a friend of mine nikah ceremony... D tutong... Siapa nah?? C hanna?? Hahahh.... Membuat gossip jua ku 2 ah... Hahah... Nda kamu kenal la... Sama2 kami d KL once upon a time dulu... Heheh...

sangal punggung alai ni duduk aa... Hehe... Awal me and my mum datang takut payah parking... Ani masih menunggu pengantin laki... N sambil2 menunggu ani... Tadi ada my aunt message... Iya kn bejarum2... This sunday... Jeles alai eh... Hahah...

i need my afternoon sleep... Aku mau awal ani... Hehe... Nah pengantin datang udah... I'll update karang lagi ye...

yours truly
FIFI

In loving memory of mami kiut~

This morning masa kan menerikah baju kan dangani my mum kaja... My dad ckp 'c kiut mati'.. Huh!! Iya wah?? Cian 2 eh... Thats my reaction awal2... Pasal batah udah iya nda kana belai bah even jarang g masuk k rumah... Pasal the cats... Our cats ada penyakit kulit... Macam kurap... Yatah... Kana kurung all the time...

she's a wonderful cat i must say... Pasal she's intelligent... Banar... You know kurungan ucing cana kan... Ok for those yang ada kucing saja... Yang nda tau buat2 tau lah aa... Hahah... Ia pandai buka 2 kurungan aa... Paksa kami ikat g pkai tali of course... Hahah... Ia pandai buat2 kiut... Batah udah la ia sama kami since ia baby... Yatah merati 2 ya kana panggil 'yuyut' sudah nya ada baby baru tah kami panggil ia 'mami'...

wah im crying nw... Tadi nada papa2... Nw.. Iisshh... Bh thats it for now... Nampak org karang ku nangis...

i'll post the picture of our mami kiut later if i have the time...

yours truly
FIFI

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Show some love...

Ok people pay attention...

there will be a charity event to raise money for the palestinian fund...
WHERE: MINISTRY OF FINANCE
WHEN: 1ST FEBRUARY 2009 (SUNDAY)
from 8.30am till 4pm
APA ADA??: macam2 ada... Ada wayang... Ada as usual ada jual jualan... N so on... Go there to find out more...

please spread the words people... Thanks...

yours truly
FIFI

TAHNIAH!!!!

Congrats to FIFI LIZA pasal tersuka someone... Hahha salah... Kamu ani eh baru jua ku tersuka... Malu ku eh... Hahhaha.... Mun ku nda bersopan minta no hp nya ku tadi sambil2 menyanyi lagu usher 'whats your name' versi bini2 hahah.... 'whats your name baby whats your number~' haha...

FINALLY!! result O level terkeluar... Hahah...

to c mimi aka FIFI SYUHADA... Tahniah d atas kejayaanmu... Aku masa ani tesliur kan makan d Mc D... Hahah...

ada kah patut masa ku tdur tadi teriak ya d bilik ku... 'ka aku pass'... kata ku biasa lh aa org nda sadar... 'ah?' ... Haha... Bis 2 apa nah d shake nya kaki ku 'ka aku pass'... ngek eh... Tarus ku cakap 'eh kluar'... Hahaha... Tdur ku balik.... :p

yours truly
FIFI

I hear your voice

Just got back from ubd... N yes finally our seminar gigi is over... I mean for group 1... Tapi i wont say la whats happening throughout the 1 n a half day seminar atu... Overall is fun xcept the boring part group kami nda sporting2 org nya... Cana kn 2 bakal cigu tapi pemalu... Duh! Bored..!!

n today aku ada tsuka a guy... Hahah... Awu tersuka... Hahahha.... Jangan tah tanya c mizah... Nda iya tau jua 2 siapa... Hehehe... Ive been eyeing him plng since yesterday... Yatah today baru tertimbul rasa tersuka because of his character... Too bad aku nada gambar iya tadi... Bowh!! Dui skajap saja ni eh pasal nda jua terjumpa lagi... Mudahan tah terjumpa :p hahah...

pernah kah kamu terfikir the reason why you dont really excel in your study walaupun you belajar bersungguh2 sudah maybe pasal there is something in your head... I mean ada penyakit kah or something been living in your head... Pasal aku pernah dangar or read it somewhere cant remember pasal batah udah... This someone nda pandai dalam belajar pasal ia ada brain tumor... Haha aku terfikir pasal some of you know why...

bah kan rest saya dulu... Tired... Im hungry but just that i dont have the apetite kan makan...

'im taking 1 step at a time... No rush :)'

yours truly
FIFI

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Thank you!!

To my circle of friends... Thanks for your words of encouragement... All the mental support... I cant thank you enough... No other words i can say besides THANK YOU... May ALLAH bless you all...

still... Praying.. Hoping... N wishing for the best....

yours truly
FIFI

Hate this part....

Guys.... I cant sleep...!!

Spotlight

Ok i aint gonna talk about what is happening in my life today... Malas ku... Im not in a good mood la... Tapi nda ku membawai... I heard something yang make my heart berdebar.... But i'll just wait until the time comes... Im still praying.. Hoping n wishing for the best...

wish i had someone with me right nw... To that someone out there whom i dont know (eh nda paham kamu ani... Jodoh ku bah... Alum jua ku tau siapa jodoh ku... Haha) Where r u when i rili need u the most...??

to hjh mizah ku syg... Haha... Thanks for bwa ku lunch out tadi... Jgn lupa minum air asam n jgn mkn padas 4 our concert esk... Haha...

your truly
FIFI

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

you dont understand

tadi before my afternoon sleep i watched p.s i love you... brapa kali udah aa aku liat ceta atu... nda pernah bored ku liat... n the most interesting thing is everytime i watch it... i cried... yes... i cry... for those yang alum pernah liat that movie... you better watched it... n my sis tadi cakap...'balik2 jua ko liat'... i said siuk kali aa... aku nangis... hehe... she said nda jua sedih ceta nya.... hhmm~ ntah eh anak ah nada perasaan kali....

bah going to have my good night sleep now... ada things i want to write but then again masa ani saya sakit kepala pasal 2 email kucing aa... so i'll continue esok ye...

mimpi yang indah everyone~

'shining like a candle in the dark'

yours truly
FIFI

attention please!!

to siapa saja yang suka antar forwarded email.... especially involving cat yang kana dera kah apa saja lah yang jenis menyeksa atu.... please please n please jangan tah d antar pat email saya.... it gives me headache...

thanks :-)

and the award goes to~


thanks mizah for giving me this award... appreciate it so much... eventho' im new to these blogging thingy but the award surely be an inspiration for me to persue my dreams.... hahaha trover :-p

10 facts about myself:

  • short tempered...
  • bossy at times...
  • good listener... ngumpat tah tedangar ku jua 2.. hahaha..
  • i love bling bling stuff...
  • i love wearing heels... it gives me confidence...
  • im a bit sensitive
  • i love cats... aku mau baby nya... batah udah nada ucing kami branak aa... hahaha
  • i hate ignorant people...
  • i rather keep quiet then saying things that im not suppose to say...
  • i'm SINGLE
the nominee for the next award winner is:
Hanna

(sorry i dont know 9 other cute blogger to give this award to... maci jgn ko prasan hahah...)

Live your life n i live mine...

Whats with the title... Hm~ something pissed me off actually... Masa bangun dari my afternoon sleep... I played lagu... Then this one song which the lyric said u selingkuh thats why i selingkuh then we sama2 selingkuh... Something like that lah... Tarus ku teremosi... Well awal2 atu dah emosi psal my sleep kana kacau... Hehe...

yatah sebenar nya i got issue ni dengan selingkuh2 thingy... Macam why kan people cant say the truth... Just being honest bah... If you dont like or love your partner atu why dont you just say it... I know truth hurts tapi daripada menyusahkan diri its better 2 say what you have in mind kan...

N im saying this not involving org bcinta saja... In friendship jua... But not involving the selingkuh thingy atu its pasal telling the truth n being honest... Hehe...

yatah.. Yes you guess it right... i have problem jua with my circle of friends n i bet they dont know that aku ada terkecil hati... But hey im fine with it... Bukan dorang saja kawan ku d dunia ani... I just make it general... Wont point finger to anyone...

im saying this only once... Ok.. To those my circle of friends... If you have issues with me... You can tell me straight to my face... Jangan tah bagi hint2... Malas ku kan figure things out... If you think my presence somehow menyusahkan well awal2 lagi you have a choice... Take me as who i am or just leave me alone... Ani awal2 bisai ya things go smoothly skali last2 ani.. Hhmm~ malas ku cakap... Is there something that i miss masa in d middle atu??? I know truth hurts tapi yes i can handle it... Jangan tah pura2 like you care about me when the real truth is you just dont care... There... I said it... Nah... Its been on my mind.. Been bugging me all these while...

will stop here for now...

'wont let go for nothing'

yours truly
FIFI

Unpretty

As i mention on my previous post... I want to join my parents for breakfast d luar today... Tapi... Duh! Aher saya bangun kali aa... Haha... Nda apa lah.. Sama jua kana buy kan... Tomorrow maybe... 'cause esok ada seminar gigi held @ UBD so yup esok saja ku breakfast d luar... Yeay~

bangun tidur atu baru keluar dari my room my sis panggil... 'ka... Lagu lama2 ni main aa'... @ that time my adik2 yang masih menunggu their xam result sedang watching MTV... It played lagu 80's n 90's... So ada la lagu yang batah udah nda ku dangar... Hehe... Aku miss the backstreet boys... :-p

ok... Fast forward things up... Hehe... Time having my breakfast... Which is kueteow goreng n air suam... I watched 'just married'.. Ceta hindustan... Its about the couple ani arrange marriage by their family... I think its a culture kali aa in india to have these arrange marriage thingy... Hhmm~ bh and then they are going for their honeymoon n some things happen... Bla~ bla~ bla~... Hahaha... Liat la sendiri... Malas tah ku kan bceta panjang 2...

yatah masa watching ceta just married atu... Timbul rasa ingin bercinta atu... Hahah... Eh kamu ani... Aku melayan perasaan bah ni... Haha... hhmmm~ ok... Wedding season is fast approaching yatah membari malas ni kalau ada yang tanya ko bila lagi... Even among my friends yang lama dah nda jumpa btanya... My typical answer 'sabar aa mencari laki ku dulu' haha... N i think i should add some word lagi aa.. Like 'bah kamu/kita jangan lupa doa2 kan ku jua supaya lakas dapat jodoh' wah~ baru ya... Hahaha...

what should i do today ah?? Hm.. Thinking~ aku planned kan window shopping plng today... Or do some shopping tarus... Haha.. Oh bru ku ingat... I heard supp result will be out soon... Mun hari ani kan bisai... Nda ku trseksa menunggu2 ani... I hate waiting you know... Its killing me... N now or was it since kelmarin... I had this weird feelings... Bowh~ lurus tah 2 kan kuar tia udah supp result ni... Im hoping n wishing n praying for the best....

'i ain't gonna cry'

yours truly
FIFI

Monday, January 26, 2009

Let me fly

I've read few blogs before writing this post... Kes alum bisa tidur... Hehe... I find some interesting blogs along those reading time atu... But what really caught my attention is where the bloggers wrote about their travelling experience... Sounds fun... Jeles alai eh... Haha... Really... Im jeles ni...

i love travelling as well... Its just that when it comes to travelling you will need money... But it depends jua whats the purpose of your travel atu... For shopping or makan angin or just enjoying yourself d negeri org... Selalunya for me i like to shop.. Tapi bila d fikir lagi buat apa shopping d negeri org brabis when d negeri sendiri pun ada barang atu... But then people will argue... Its because of the price... The money exchange rate... Yes yes i know... Jangan tah emosi nah... :-p

next time when i have a chance to travel... I will not go crazy kan shopping... Try different things lagi... For example... Enjoy the scenery... Try or enjoy the things the country have to offer... Tapi when me n family go for a trip kan we always melawat arah tempat2 yang menarik lah yang ada pat that certain countries...

yatah dari apa yang i baca from those blogs dorang banyak nya go to certain country with their friends... Which is for me interesting... Tapi i know to have such trip must buat planning awal2... It makes me think jua... Why cant i have a trip with my friend ah??


few factor i can think of... One it involve parents permission... Kana suruh kah inda 2 jua... The second factor is that ada kah inda dalam a group of friend atu yang dapat d jadikan ketua for the trip atu... Bah atu saja yg ku mention d cni malas ku pikir.... Hahaha... Ada plang tapi malas ku mention... It'll hurt 'my friend' feelings... Duh! Like i care... Haha...

1 place i want to go 1 day when i have the money nanti is DUBAI not just for the shopping la... Its pasal there are many interesting things that place are offering... I know pun pasal aku suka liat tampat channel travelling @ astro... Heheh....

its time for me to have my good night sleep now... Kan bangun awal esok... Mesti 2.. Org terima kali aaa mau jua i ikut breakfast d luar 2 esk... Hehehe... Hope aku dapat mimpi yang indah malam ani...

'time slip away so fast'

yours truly
FIFI

*i dont care*

Not feeling really well... My stomach buat hal... Kenapa kah iya... Sudah jua ku isi tadi.... Hhmmm~

yatah sambil saya menunggu mata ani jadi layu... I terfikir pasal watching movies... Movie marathon perhaps... That would be fun... I nda pernah cuba so why not i might start doing it like...~ soon... Hehe... But i was thinking about watching it alone... Yup alone by myself only... Heran?? Why should you be heran??... Since its a movie marathon its my choice of movies jua 2 apa aku mau liat... N if ku bawa my siblings or friends.. Dorang masing2 ada taste lain on which movies they prefered to watch... Yatah barinya ku kan liat sorang2 atu... Haha... If ada yang kn join... Why not?? You are most welcome... Usin sndiri aa... Hahaha...

what makes me terfikir about those ideas... Pasal... Apa nah.. Haha... Its a treat for myself before the teaching practice ani... Mana tau nada masa untuk sendiri for the 3 months period... Maklum lah macam2 aku dangar about the TP ani... Bah mencheck calendar ku dulu bila masa sesuai... N liat lah keadaan hari jua... Mana tau ujan brturut2 lagi nda branti... Mana lawa 2 mun masa meliat wayang tutup karan... Hahah...

btw tadi i watched people doing xtreme sport like rock or wall climbing.. Flying fox... Lagi apa aa.. Oh.. riding atv... N ada lagi p i cant remember... Ntah aa lately ani aku mcm makin pelupa... Even my hp ani pn lupa ku d mana menaruh smpai bmc bh 2 supaya tau d mana arahnya... Hahahh... Bah back 2 my story... Yatah aku jeles 2 meliat... I knw d Brunei ku yg tercinta ani ada tu places nya kna provide 2 do xtreme sport atu... I think lh ada tu kali eh... Hehe... Im partly sure... Aku banar2 mau... P its just that i havent meet the right people to do those activity with...

'i needed a change'

yours truly
FIFI

Sunday, January 25, 2009

'I know you still care'

The dream last nite makes me lain rasa... Well i knw mimpi is just mainan tdur... P it makes u wonder jua 2... Napa iya tarus2 appear... Kn?? Kn?? Please agree with me... Haha... Majal...

its nt always plng i had a dream involving mr 'x' compared 2 masa awal2... The dream i had last nite something about he wants me back... Bowh... Aku pn bingung jua dlm mimpi atu... Well apa th erti nya 2?? Well~

krg family dri kb dtg 4 sleepover... Yeay~ msa 4 bgossip... Hahaha... Its raining heavily last nite... I bet ada places yg banjir kali d mlm... Baik jua sungai d blakang rumah beusai udh... F nt... Nada btdur... D factor jua of banjir @ our place masa dlu... n nw d kawasan housing dkt my home is pasal adakh aliran sungai d lalih n d jadikn longkang... Cuba th biskita pikir kn 2 nah...

bh kn karaoke ku dlu...

'breathing without you'

yours truly
FIFI

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Malam pacaran~

Haha... Curious org meliat title atu... :-p

btw nada kena mengena its juz a title... Duh! Hehe...

what people usually do kn mlm minggu ani??

hm... February is fast approaching us... Nda trasa... Not looking forward... 1 psal teaching practice is coming... 2 psal.... Apa nah?? Haha... Well its nt been confirm yet psal d date p its in february... Kali jua 2... My mum had another surgery for her cancer... Hm... No fun meh~

from my xperience... D worst lh aa... Tyme my mum surgery waktu puasa... Nda seronok... Malam raya org ngusai rumah... We d hospital... 1st raya org siuk mkn wif family member... Kami... D spital... Hhmm~ imagine dat... lagi 1... Tidur d hospital menjaga my mum... Nda bisa tdur sih... Sajuk!!... Hopefully things will b ok la wif d surgery thingy... Praying for the best... :-)

got 2 weddings 2 attend dis february... I wonder when will be my turn... Haha... My mum say age is not d important factor g kalau kn kawin atu... Its d security in life kh...?? Nda jua brapa mendgr 2 aku aa... Haha... Mun kn kawin ikut age... nya my mum baik th kawin msa umur 12 taun... Start dara... Haha... Its 4 those yg concern psal umurnya meningkat plng 2...

we always joke arnd 2 psal kawin @ early age... My grandma kawin @ d age 18 kali.. Nda ku brapa ingat... Yatah siapa sja d ladies in our family yg bru turn 18 we always say... Ee muda udh ni bulih kawin udh... Hahahha...

what am i talking about ni... Haha... Usually f sat nite ani aku awal tdur supaya not 2 think psal yg im nt suppose 2 think anymore... Whats past is past... Biarkn jadi knangan sja... I knw im partly brsalah p im nt suppose to be treated dat way... Siapa yg phm... Phm2 sndiri sja.. Yg nda phm... Lu pikir la sndiri~ hahaha...

'cant sleep thru the pain'

yours truly
FIFI

Best thing~

Msani ku liat ceta cina 'gem of life' pat AOD... Dmlm aku liat ckit sja... P nw still jua ku liat ckit... Tputus2 aa...liat american idol jua.. Hehe...

k smb tadi... Skajap sja... Wat aa less than 15 mins... Haha... Psal d cgu tadi gtau.. They juz receive our names dri ubd.. So drg pn kind of bz jua... So evrything on d 2nd sja.. P aku ada liat yg aku kna bgi class form 4... Mixed kali drg bgi... p aku ada nampak aku kna bgi class 4A... Haha... Yeay~

nda ku tau f im xcited or nervous or watevr... Its a mixed feelings... Bila kn supp result kuar aa... Hopefully good news... N luck is on my side... F ku pass i'll buy myself ankle boots d charles n keith... Bdoa ku ni... Kamu doa kn jua aa.. :-)

lapar eh... Aku craving kn mkn ayam goreng psal i watched anthony bordain msa ya k saudi arabia... Seronok... Drg ada local fast food restaurant... Kalau d cni mcm ayamku atu la... N ada 2 side.. 1 for single guy sja.. N 1 for family... N tmpat mkn nya ttutup so nada org stare @ u tyme mkn n f kn buat bising no one knws siapa... Pyh ku xplain bnr2 so phm2 sndiri sja... Hehe... Yatah sbnrnya aku hinting ni ada org kn blanja aku mkn d jolibee kh... Hahaha... :-p

'i'm going to lose my best thing if i keep getting around'

yours truly
FIFI

Friday, January 23, 2009

Better in time~

Finally... Aku ada dh dangan k smb esk... Sma a fren of mine bru ku bkenalan... Siapa nah... Hahah... C aziemah... Well aku kenal iya... P bru tah ku bckp wif iya.. Nt bckp la bsms kami...

well set pat note to do 4 esk... K SMB @ 10 am... Yeay~

'i deserve to smile'

yours truly
FIFI

Support me mentally~

My dear frens yg suka duduk dpn tyme class sila ambil perhatian... Hahah.... Still remember psal plan c mizah yg we meet up everyweek kh 2 tyme tp nanti 2 share things up... Ingat?? Ingat?? Is d plan still on?? im looking forward plng 2... Please say yes... Heheh...

n well im gaining weight dgn nda d sangka... Aku tau im gaining some weight p aku nda sangka aku gain dat much... Bh anyone care 2 join kn bjog... Awal2 plng ni ganya smangat... Phm2 aje la ye... Hahah.... P really f ada yg support aku mentally y nt... :)

'terlalu sadis cara mu tanpa peduli sakit nya aku'

yours truly
FIFI

Living my life~

I've received sms dri my fren tadi dat she's not going to have her tp dis semester... Iya tukar course... Psal sebab2 yg nda dpt d elakkn... Bowh... Paksa tah ku sorg2 ni d smb... Nda ku biasa eh nda bdgn aa... Aku plan kn k smb esk... P since nda bdgn ani i might change my mind... Deciding msh ni... Shud i or shud i nt... Hm...~

help!! Hehe... Aku ani pmalu bh :-p f bdgn brani ku ckit... I knw i have 2 brani kn diri... Smpai bila th kn nda pndai brurusan sndiri ani... Manja bh aku ani hahah... Form pn mama ngisi kn... Well im not proud of it p dats basically me... The way i am exactly~

'ignore the hater till they fade away'

yours truly
FIFI

Blogging thru hp~

Dear reader...

i prefer blogging thru hp... Easy aa... Evrything at fingertips.. Heheh... Evn surfing pn aku slalu thru hp... I LOVE my hp... Duh! Hahah...

'dont judge a book by its cover'

yours truly
FIFI

Im a star wif no light...~

Kmarin i went to itb career xhibition... Alasan kn dgni my sis cri kaja... P sbnrnya kn jln2 sja... Membasuh mata... Hahah... Msa d sna nda bnyk lah yg kn d liat... Ckit sja yg participate... Ada ku interested pat dis one oil n gas co.. P msa 2 drg promo yg kaja engineer sja... Bukan background ku... So nda ku jadi...

kn blik th ni since nada jua kn d liat g kn... P dri awal sudh aku ada minat 'ckit' psal jadi askar... Psal my mum ckp f pkai uniform 2 u feel proud bh... Ok 4 u guys pnya info both my parents bkas tentera... So basically my life trbiasa udh ni dgn disiplin...

so we went to navy pnya booth... Psal dsna ja ku tliat ada askar bini2... Yg sbuting 2 ada p navy lawa bh uniform nya... Haha... Ya trang kn lh psal wat happen f ku apply 4 navy atu... Pangkat apa... Training nya cna... D payment... N 1st soalan ku tanya... Ada masuk utan jua kh??.. Ahaha... Bab2 msuk utan ani th yg ku takut... Sal dgr ceta xperience my mum n my aunt yg pernah jadi askar ani bh... Scary~

basically... Brminat ku... I ask my sis.. Ok kh aku msuk askar... Ya ckp ok jua... Iya pn mau msuk p since ia dpt jadi askar biasa sja... Which lagi pyh training nya dri pgawai so nda jadi... My parents bgi green light udh plng... Drg juz say janji snggup... N my mum say janji tahan telinga... Mun kn ucap palui dgr sja... Haha... Aku ani tahan plng telinga... Heheh... Wah~ pening sih...

cna aa... Hhmm... Still thinking... Since aku single msh ani jua.... Mun bbf sah th ku nda kna suruh... Haha... Pduli ku... Sma jua ku nulung iya cri mkn udh kawin nanti... Mun ndang iya kaya mana sja ya sna atu...

kn jadi cgu atu bukan apa... Aku ani well pyh kn xplain... Bsr tanggungjwp jadi cgu p mcm nda brapa minat... Liat lh cna after bulan 5 ani... I'll decide army or teaching...

'start thanking wat u got instead of complaining wat u dont got'