Walk like a boss!!

Masa ani aku lunch out sama mama... Ntah nda ku tau kan makan apa.... I just order ice jagung... Makan share ja sma mama... Tapi... Nda jua ku makan... Heheh... I feel weird now... Well dari tadi plang udah... Ntah kenapa... Ada rasa kan damam.. Barat rasa kepala... Tapi... Ntah eh... Tejumpa jodoh kali ku karang... Hahaha....

my day so far went ok... Class maths ku yang kemarin they behave well.... Pasal kana basuh... Pakai bleach kali kana basuh... Hahah....

well its thursday... Nda ku tau apa kan d buat... Just bought my fav magazine... Weeehhee~

Ok ku udh... :)

Tadi banar2 marah tu aku aa... Kajar2 kali aaa tangan ku... I even say i would throw my heels towards the girls... Aku complain pat my CT.. N he said iya kan msuk class esok... But... On the second thought... I think nda pyh kali ya masuk... Pasal i dont want my student ckp aku kalah2an... I think i want to txt him...

hhmm... Im ok now... Calm ku abit... Pasal aku bawa mengaji atu kali... N apa nah aku suruh my sis buat the same homework yang aku give my student... Dapat jua iya buat... Batah udah iya leave school... Taun lapas... Cubatah... Her maths pun nda ok kali aaa.... Ntah eh... Ngak tau lagi saya gmana...

Cabaran~

I HATE MY MATHS STUDENT!!! I really hate them.... Cakap nda paham... Udah d tanya ada soalan kah nda... babau... Talo... I will not cry NO WAY!!!.... Aku sahut cabaran ani.... Ok fine... If this how they treat me well the worst i'll be treating them.... Ingat saja!!!

Harus aku lewati....

Well... Just got back home... N i got headache pasal minum cuppacino... Aste.. Hehehe... My word of thanks goes to cigu amin... Thanks ya for the treat... Kami nda xpect it btw... Kami pikir ko nda serious... Well next time g aa... Hahahah... :p

apa ada agenda kan ku post today... Well... Nada yang menarik so far... Tapi yang membagi ku motivasi my CT ckp tadi my teaching improve... Ok dari yang before... Wwweeehhheee.... Haha... Suka jua ku 2... Actually aku enjoy mengajar accounting... Ngajar maths atu ntah aa.... Malas ku cakap... I prefer ngajar maths one to one...

well dulu aku nda berapa suka ni maths aa... I just dont get it... Tapi semakin ku dalami maths ani siuk jua bah.... Maths yang we belajar d skulah atu sanang tu....duh! Mesti la... :p Compared to with what me who is a maths major student belajar d uni... Walaupun payah2 atu... Survive jua bah... Ada error here n there plang tapi... Hey im just a normal human being nda lari dari kesalahan... N... I kind of nda suka org compare subject lain with maths... Hello! Maths need that xtra tissue from the brain... Haha... You have to think harder... N mesti ada perasaan never give up... F easily give up well maths is just not for you... Aku pernah dangar tu masa d ubd... Ada org ani ckp bah pat kawan nya... 'ko mau aku mati ka kan mengambil maths'.... Hahahha... Bila ku dgr i was like... Aku ngambil maths jua nda jua mati ulih nya... N my mum ada jua ckp tu pat our family fren since she got cancer... Yatah my mum said 'kalau ko ambil maths d uni nda payah ko b kemo...' hahaha... Capi eh mama aa... Ada ka...

my word of advice... Try bah mendalami maths atu... You never know mana tau you atu sebenarnya a maths genius.... Apa kata org 'tak kenal maka tak cinta' eseh... Hahahha....

i kind of miss my frens masa ani... Dorang sorg2 bz with their work demand... Kamu bagi sedikit masa for sharing session aa... Masa ani aku nda perlu sharing session... Tapi i want to learn something from you guys....

'walau pedih hati... Namun aku pertahankannya...'

yours truly
FIFI

Too much info...

Kamu... Aku lain rasa sitting alone in this staffroom... Bulih masa ani teacher2 d cni cerita2 pasal pregnancy.... Capi eh... Haha... Aku bujang kali masih aa... Too much info n detail drg cerita atu... Pasal this and that... Some basic info ok tapi yang involve their hubby.... Ok buat2 tuli ku ni... Hahah...

i love to chit chat banyak2 here but my battery low.... So... Till next time... :D

yours truly
FIFI

The Silver Jubliee of Brunei National Day

Well i aint gonna write something here... Lets just enjoy the day...

i.. Fifi liza... Is proud to be a Bruneian citizen... And very thankful with the privileges that are given to me as a Bruneian citizen... N yes nevertheless dispite the privileges that were given... I do still complain about things here and there... N i now try not to whine over things and will start to appreciate things that are provided to me as a Bruneian citizen...

yours truly
FIFI...

we got issues....

thanks maci hanna for your concern... aku kangen deh with your masterpiece.. heheh...

btw my dear readers... is anyone of you know lagu hari kebangsaan... i dont know the lyric tapi patriotic ya... yang when you hear the song n when you ikut nyanyi makes you want to cry... hahah.. at least for me tho'... heheh... :)well aku kan cari the lyric... supaya aku dapat ikut nyanyi esok... hahaha... semangat jua tu ku kan... well aku ani ada semangat kenegaraan... yatah everytime ada lagu2 like that or even lagu hari guru... i almost kan menangis... i dont know why tapi instantly tu...

my plan karang after picking up my sis from work kan ronda2 bandar n somewhere yang ada cucul lah... aku liat d tv macam ada yang lawa2... tapi no fun jua 2 kan pasal aku drive n should be focus on the road... well... janji meliat lah... n pasal semangat bernegara ani.... esok we kana suruh datang paling aher pukul 6 d SMB... semangat ah... so aku plan kan jalan aher lah ni dari rumah... sekalinya kana tagur ulih my parents... 'mun kan jadi askar ani datang tah awal ah... kalau bis mama dulu kana suruh datang pukul 7 kul 6 tu datang udah...' well... i said ' nda kan datang kul 5... awal jua 2...' n yes they argue lagi.. there will be a traffic jam pasal everybody kan datang aher... so bah kul 5.30 tah ku jalan dari rumah... awu sayang my parents still hoping usulnya aku kan masuk askar atu.... bah mana aja... janji dorang bahagia.... as for me... mau tapi still 50-50....

n pasal its still dark jua tu kan @ 5am... saya takut jua 2... mana tau ada casper... haha... awu dats why aku nda mau if bmalam d utan... scary~ lagi satu ah... honestly tommorrow will be my 1st time involve in the national day... seriously... walaupun nda secara langsung d sebalik tabir ok tah... n im xcited pasal ani... yyeehhaa... hahaha... n aku mention pat my mum suruh bangun awal n prepare breakfast... pasal i said aku kan berkhidmat untuk negara ni mesti breakfast... hahaha... n my sis dorang cakap... macam tah iya ikut buat persembahaan d padang... kami lagi tah dulu nada pun kana sedia kan... hahaha.... well peduli ku... :p


yours truly
FIFI

Dont say i didnt try...

Just got back dari mengaji... Fffuuhhh~ at last selesai my problem... N now aku in the khatam session not penyertaan lagi... Yeay~ n my pembimbing sporting brabis... Iya cakap bulih baca d rumah... Hehehe... Sshhh.... But i have to catch up pasal this week suppose to be juz 9 kan bacaan nya... :)

owh... This 23rd of february aka our beloved Brunei national day... Haha... Memandai2 saja ku buat panjang2 ah... :p so im officially involve sebagai pengawas kebersihan stadium for SMB... Hehe... N dorang cakap since SMB dekat dengan stadium... So we just walk k sana... Bagus ah... fit tah ku ni... :p

n im wondering whats wrong with opera mini aa... hhmmm... payah alai memblog via e61i... facebook-ing tah saja kaja ku mun nda dapat blogging... hehehe.....

yours truly
FIFI

Here in your heart

Apa nya topic ku ah... Hahah... Now im sitting somewhere in the mall having my afternoon drink... Mata ku liar meliat ulah orang... Siuk jua ah mengobserve ani... N aku ani relax semacam kan... Padahal ada kaja menunggu... But hey... Its friday n im suppose to have a break... Malas ku cramping my head banar2... If i did... I'll be moody... Macam orang nada life saja... Stress2... Mua pun marung2... Haha... So i enjoy my life at the same time focus lah jua on what i want to achieve in the future...

nda payah stress2... If stress pun nda payah d nampakkan pat urg... Macam tah tani saja yang ada masalah d dunia ani... If membebankan let it out... Share with evryone else that is around you... I'm sure ada jua org mau tolong 2... If nda help banyak pun at least sikit pun nda apa... Janji nda gila jadinya... Right?? Unlike some people... Stress... Bis 2 emosi lagi 2 ya... Basar2 suara beremosi ah mcm problem nya atu paling basar banar d dunia...

for me if ada masalah.. I'll think about it dulu.. Dari mana datang nya masalah atu... N think ways 2 handle... If ada udah ckit idea then share with people around me... Family... Close frens... N surely drg bagi abit of jalan penyelesaian f nda pun at least ada someone yang hear it kan... N janji d luahkan supaya nda building up in me... Pasal i know if d simpan sendiri2... My attitude change... :)

bah kan window shop alai dulu ah... Hehe... Sangal jua ku duduk ani... Kan cuci2 mata tarus... Batah udah nda becuci... Hahah...

yours truly
FIFI

Dreams of you n me~

Weirdest dream ever... As far as i could remember... Hhmm~ i believe things happen for a reason...

tadi i watched behind the scene the curious case of benjamin button... Cair alai meliat c brad pitt atu... Hhmmm~ hehehe... Angelina is one lucky lady @ d moment... Bila ah that movie kan main d cni...

everyone seems to not updating their blog... I've been a silent reader for some blogs yatah sorg2 bah nda mengupdate... So ertinya... I dont have an inspiration 2 post my writting here apart for mentioning about my daily routine...

'i know we had some good time... But along the way we lost the trust... I wanted to stay but i realise i have to walk away...'

yours truly
FIFI

Nda seronok!!

Aarrgghh!!... Kpanasan ku ni... Haha... Mental jua 2 kan... Aku kana suruh relief a class 3N... Pasal cigunya sakit leher... B4 entering that class aku nampak the cigu arah class lain mengajar... Heran ku awal atu... Nda ku kisah msuk saja... Dah tanggungjawab... I thought awal2 ok la d class... Nda brapa bising... Tapi towards d end... YA ALLAH!!... nda ku tecontrol!!... Bising... Ku tutup kipas... Sama jua bising... Ntah eh nda ku tau class atu... Baik jua bukan class ku... Nw baru tah ku tau pasal apa cigunya nda masuk suruh aku ganti... Pasal mun ya beterais lagi sah tah 2 ilang suara nya... Isshh! Cubaan...

ari ani drg my fren planning kan awal balik... Hhmm... Balik ku awal jua eh... Pasal aku kpanasan time ani... Boring jua tunggu smpai kul 2... Nada kan d buat bah... Lesson udh d buat d rumah... Apa lagi kan d buat... Kan?...

tadi kami breakfast d kantin... Actually kalau ku ceta pasal sekolah... Kami refers to cigu fifi.. Cigu ziemah... N cigu amin... Hehe... Yatah kami becerita2 sama mr.nick... My former cigu POA.. Hhmm... Bnyk la ya bagi abit of advice arah kami... Iya ckp kalau kan jadi cigu ani mesti commited... Pasal if not in 10 years u'll nt enjoy teaching anymore... N katanya kalau bulih upgrade our degree in 3-4 yrs after this.. Jadi master degree... Pasal as we all know 1st degree nda berapa beguna lagi... Look around even UBD graduates pun masih ada yang menganggur.... True... :) n he also said if you pernah teach d SMB u'll survive d mana2 skulah... Sama bh mcm ckp principal... Heheh... Apa lagi ah ya ckp... Hhmm... Ah... Ya ckp kalau d SMB ani... F you kan marah class dpn2... I mean sci class or A class... Ok 2... Drg diam n dgr ckp... P f you marah arah class blakang2... Ada d balasi nya balik... Yes true... Mana mendgr 2... Yatah mr.nick ckp you have to ikut cara drg... In a positive way lah... Jgn tah d mrhi... Its fun katanya kalau jadi cigu... He enjoyed alot... It makes you young... Pasal mingle with young people kan... :) if kaja d pejabat you tend to mingle sama org the same age... Nda tia young... Thats what he said... Nw im reflecting to myself now... :D

yours truly
FIFI

What??

Tadi masa on d way kan relief class form 5... Ada this 2 girls greet me... 'assalamualaikum cigu' n i said 'w'salam' skali one of the girl ckp.. 'cigu kh??' n i said 'yes'... Hahaha... Talo... I dont look like a teacher kh?? Waduh... Haha... Baik jua sekajap ku relief pasal cigu drg siap udah urusan nya kali... Malas ku sibuk... :p

n aku punya annual fee abis 25th ani... Hhmm... Pat siapa baik ku ngikis ni... Hahaha... :p kan k library letih ku eh bjalan... Haha... Siapa yang pernah skulah SMB tau 2 cana jauh nya staffroom B sma library.... Hahaha... :p

yours truly
FIFI

Biar kn ku d sini...

Pasal my class accounting tadi... I enjoyed mengajar drg... I know awal2 time xplain atu boring plng... Cana tah jua... I still use mixed language... Im trying my best tho... Pyh bah syg... Aku ani melayu kali aa... Hahaha.... Verbally aku alum fasih berbahasa english... :) n..n... Aku suka my CT nda masuk... Yeay~ n kamu tau apa... Tadi d student ask... 'teacher... Cgu ****** nda mengajar kami kh???' n i said 'knapa?? Kamu mau cgu ****** mengajar kamu kah???' kata drg nda eh... Hahah... Drg nda mau their teacher pasal she's strict... N asal masuk class marung 2 face nya... F i were her student... Nda th ku bmood 2... Tertekan.... I guess thats the reason plng... Hehe... Seronok lh tadi atu... Mcm kn mengajar ku tadi lagi... :D

balik awal today... Bfore terlelap so i share my part of the story with you reader.... Hhmmm... Have you people ever missed or even searched the missing part of you???... I do right now... Tadi aku dgr love song pagi2... I kind of nda suka dgr lagu cinta pgi2 tbawa2 tia mood atu smpai ntah esok mayb... Hhmmm.... I still wondering apa silap ku... Yes i do... When you need someone the most that someone nada... Yes i do have frens yg willing to accompany when im in need... *adakah???* heheh.... Tapi its not that fren thingy yg dpt ilangkan this feelings... Waduh... Hati sabar dulu ye... :)

owh tadi a fren of mine liat kan a cartoon section pat BB pasal ia mengucapkn bapanya skali teantar msg atu pat bapanya jua... Yatah bapanya sindir... Walaupn aku nda tau tech tapi aku nda smpai tsalah send msg... Hahaha.... Actually mana cali 2 bagi ku... Aku pernah buat catu kali aa... Ok story goes like this.... I had outings with this guy... Masa atu nda ku bmood lh pasal masa tu ptg n ujan labat n we kn makan @ this one place skali ya park tampat air betakung... Mcm aarrgghh~ hehe emo ku tapi dlm hati la... N nda jadi mkn sana psal alum buka... Malas ku mention d mana tmpat nya pemes plng tmpat atu... Diam saja ku along the way kn k yayasan... Mcm aku nda kisah lah kn kemana... Nda jua ku bnyk demand sal ujan labat jua... Masa on d way atu masih ku makan hati skali d tanya nya soalan pasal hati... Majal bah iya ani liat bh situasi gmana... Gagas jua kn becouple... Nda jua ku lari mun ko bnr2 kan aku... Hahah... Emo ku jua... Jwb dgn wajah tenang tapi dlm hati bulih nda ko betanya awal ani... Bukn plng iya propose tapi mcm hint la... Duh!.. Bis 2 nah d yayasan ada small accident g.. Telanggar smthing iya... Mcm... Astah mengapa c awang ani... Diam ku jua... Skali d yayasan we eat @ KFC... Bh ntam lah aku lapar jua...

masa mkn atu... Ok *pause* FYI aku nda suka... Bnr2 nda suka f org mkn bbunyi... U know what i mean kn... N mun time mkn atu mkn saja bah jgn tah amai kan memigang brg atas meja atu d main2... *sambung* yatah start atu in my heart i said ok enough of this... Nda ku tahan... Bnr aku really sabar that nite... Slalu tarus ku marah 2 ah... Aku short tempered bila aku rasa org nda phm aku when ulah drg dapat ku paham... Yatah ku msg tia adi ku mengadu... I txt her 'd.. Ambil ku pulang eh... Boring ku d cni ani' skali apa nah hp nya plng bbunyi mcm... Mua nya pun heran... BAIK JUA IYA ALUM BCA... Tapi i think iya tbaca yang awal atu saja... Skali ku grab hp nya ku delete that msg.... Hahah... Then xcen ku membual... Hahah... N i xcuse my self k toilet... Gila takut ku... Hehehe.... Then act mcm biasa saja... :p n udh beround skajap d yayasan iya ntar ku balik... On d way balik atu... Cubath time ujan labat focus saja mendrive atu bh... Ani nda bz ya melap2 pintu kebasahan pasal air ujan masa masuk kerita atu... Bh apa lagi marah tah ku 2... *FYI 1 of my aunt meninggal pasal involve car accident yatah nda ku suka mun org drive nda mikir pasal org lain* since aku mrh atu slow n steady saja ya... Malas ku ceta g eh... Pokok nya aku stay away lah dri iya... Aku terima as a kwn... Tapi yg labih dri atu.. Sory ah uruskan dulu diri atu... Too clumsy bh...

kini aku d sini cuma sendiri tiada yg mencari...

yours truly
FIFI

Weird feelings~

Ngapa kan ni... What's happening??... I feel weird... Hhmmm... Plus im a bit nervous sal ada class @ 8.30... Bowh!!

when will this feeling fade away...

Hhmmm~

Subuh2 jua tu kan ku memblogging... Hehe... I just finish doing my lesson plan... Adakah subuh membuat... Bagus eh cigu ani... Hahah... Kamu ani eh... Banyak ku buat kemarin bah... Udah malam mengantuk tia... *cuma alasan semata2* :p hehehe....

karang saya mengajar... Hopefully ok lah ye... *Praying for the best*... N my CT will masuk ni krg jua... Hhmm... Nervous alai eh... Haha...

owh... I miss my aunt masa ani... Boring jua nada dgn ku baibun... Jrg g ya online ah.... Maklum lah udah d pinang org...

since aku bawa kereta sendiri now... Aku rasa kn bejalan saja... I enjoy driving tho... :) tapi sangal hehe... Tapi i dont know where my destination paling2 pun balik kerumah tarus... Or k fast food restaurant... Bowh makan saja kaja ku ah... :p

its 5a.m udh... So i better stop here...

something is missing in my life...

yours truly
FIFI

Two worlds apart...

Pagi2 udh ku kpanasan... Hhmm... A fren of mine bwa aku join d national day rehearsal... Skali aku ani serba salah pasal masa ani aku wearing bju kurung... Nda jua sesuai 2... N plus CT nya bwa kedia... Mcm aku ani cana... So i agreed saja... Mana tau kana bwa since aku nada class the whole day today... Heheh... But it turned out for 1 class 2 cigu saja incharge... Too bad... Nda tah ku join...

now as usual relaxing... Haha... Bsajuk ku dulu bah... Luas kali aa SMB ani jauh ku bjalan bah 2 tadi.... :p



tadi masa aku ikut menunggu wif fren of mine ani... The DP marah arah 2 girls tahun 8 kali... Yatah... Aku mendangar pun mcm scared... FYI kalau d SMB you have to be firm arah the student... You all heard kan how berakas is... But its ok lh dari dulu... But still... Yatah aku practise ni kan jadi firm... Pasal the girls gtau aku ani lambut... Is it?? Ok aku ani kira mcm ada split personality... Hahah... D rumah aku abit ganas... But outside... Aku kira bersopan lh sikit... Hahaha.... I dont know why bh kamu... Pasal aku malar kana tagur n realise jua dulu aku nda brapa ladies... Now aku ladies ckit udah kana suruh ubh lagi... Cana kan 2... Eh... Paning jua alai 2... Hahah.... Bah mana saja lah.. Janji bahagia... Haha...

im bored now... Nada tah kawan ku ni dalam staffroom... Sunyi.... Even bnyk cigu keluar for the rehearsal.... Well what to do....

yours truly
FIFI

Beri kesempatan~

Yesterday... My plan changed... Instead aku melepak with cigu nisa... :) awal2 kami buat sharing session @ food court mall... Kanyang udah parut so we plan window shopping @ CK... Masa usin kurang banyak tia yang lawa sana atu... Nda jua i suka 2... Sabar saja tia... Bis 2 we survey few kadai kain d mall n i end up buying 2 pairs of kain... :D hehe...

then last nite after pick up my sis from work... Aku bwa la d family ronda2... Since malam minggu atu jua kan... Jarang i go out malam... Yatah mengambil kesempatan ani... Heheh... We round jerudong park... Kan turun aku nda lawa d malam... Heheh... Masa d sana tflash back memories waktu jerudong park famous berabis... Siuk eh time dulu atu... Walaupun bque... Sanggup jua masih... Nw all we can say is kesian that place... Nda g semeriah dulu...

udah balik aku melepak kajap pat bilik my sis... Yatah ya ckp.. Kawan nya kaja abit old plng udh... Married woman... Ckp pat my sis 'jarang ku dgr bini2 mcm ko ani jrg bejalan' yatah my sis dlm hatinya 'ramai kali aa'... Hehe... Malas lh ku ceta pasal background that woman lah aa... Tapi most 'educated' ladies jarang kan bejalan nda betantu... We prefer stay @ home if ada hajat or going out once in awhile baru tah kan bejalan 2... Nda plng semua... Tapi ada... N im not saying yg 'less educated' suka bejalan2 nda betantu... Tapi u can see n differentiate by yourself... ok malas ku elaborate more on that... Karang te offend someone's heart... Kesian terkecil hatinya krg...

n proudly tadi aku pasang vcd lagu2 BSB... N yes i still remember the lyrics n menyanyi jua ku 2 dengan penuh perasaan... Hahah... Bila hear their song atu makes you want to ...... all over again... Fill in the blank sendiri... Hahaha.... :p

last nite jua my mum mention pasal suruh aku buat contact lens... FYI... If i were kan buat lens... Its specially made... Pasal my eye degree n kesilauan nya atu lh... She mention pasal she said mun kan menembak2 nanti mana dapat pkai kaca mata 2... Hhmm... Waduh semangat eh mama ku atu... Aku masih befikir ni pasal kan join the army... 50-50... Semangat kuat tapi im not sure if aku banar2 fit to join... Haha... Aku alum fit bah kamu ani... Suruh belusir skajap pun kan kepisan rasa nya... Hahah.... :p n nda jua semestinya once u become an army atu you nda ladies lagi... it depends jua arah diri sendiri tu... Kan?? Agree???

later this afternoon im going to meet the girls... @ library lambak...

i never wanna hear you say i want it that way~

yours truly
FIFI

Bla~ bla~ bla~

I still have this weird feelings... Ntah apa kah... N tadi subuh time aku bgun is the most kuat the feelings atu hadir... Wondering ku jua tu kan... Ada org kan meminang kah... Hahaha... :p ngek eh...

owh as i mention on my previous post aku kan do something on this day... Haha... I've thought of something n hopefully menjadi... ;)

n aku name this day 'celebrating or remembering the love moment' hahaha... Antam... No i dont want to associate with the v day... V day ada different meaning jua behind it... Aku just take the spirit of love saja... :p

ok stop talking about that... Bored org... Hehe... Kemarin aku dgr lagu glenn fredly 'sekali ini saja' nice song walaupun lama udh but still it makes my mata mengeluar kan air... :) sbnrnya nada kan ku ckp kan bah... Bored totally... Same thing jua... Buat kaja.. Do this n that... Bh krg tah ku update g... Heheh ;)

yours truly
FIFI

Good morning everyone~

Semangat awal ku bangun.. Terbiasa udah awal bangun ani... Plus kana bawa bejalan today so bertambah semangat lah i 2... Hehe... I dont know where actually are we heading today but i know we'll be having breakfast outside... Hehehe... N.. N... Im going to cut my hair short today... Yeay~ Rimas ku rambut panjang ani... Bukan ku nda suka but telampau panjang udah... Hehe..

owh... Its friday the 13th today... Scary~ haha.... I still remember when i was a kid watching cerita friday the 13th... Banyak tu ah series nya... I think masa atu masih pakai laser disc kali... Sanggup tah tu my parents sewa the laser disc... Mahal kali aa laser disc time dulu2... My mum ckp it cost $1++ just to buy 1 laser disc... We have few of our own tapi yang kareoke.. Ada masih in our collection.. The player pun still ada... Heheh... Bah back to my story yang c freddy nda pandai mati ah... Masih ku ingat tu ah... Kan membunuh saja kaja nya... N iya atu kira mati udah pasal lamas masa damit skali things happen... Cant really remember that part... Yatah... Kira macam balas dendam lah... Ia nda show his face iya pakai ice hockey mask... Yatah ada tu keluar giuk2 dari mask atu... Hahaha....

my battery low now plus i want to have my shower now...

yours truly
FIFI

I want it~

I want...... HUMMER!! Aku mau but my mum ckp jgn tah its american car n u dont know kalau ia tahan with our cuaca... I mean the engine kali... Arah my area ani ada one red hummer... Lawa... Tapi spoil.... Keta like that tahan lasak kali aa... Tapi.. Dui slow n steady... A lupak pn d elak... Ish... Mun aku yatah masa nya men test power 2... Proud kali aaa... Tapi never mind... I still can have my dream car VW toureg.... Hhmm~ angau ku 2 mun meliat.... Hehehe... Sabar aaa.... One day u'll be mine.... I promise you that....

speaking of cars ani... I have to watch my speed limit... Ooopppzzz... Hehe... I cant help it... Bagi ku mun org drive slow atu mcm eh mun kan plahan tangah malam ko bjln... Or eh time sibuk2 ani tah ya kan pelahan2 jua... Then wen ku limpasi the 'slow' car ku toleh 2... Hahaha.... Its in the gene sudah i inherit dari my dad... So cant blame me jua... I had tried F1 simulation once upon a time masa ku baru2 belesen pat petronas KLCC yg d atas dekat food court ya lupa ku tingkat berapa... Haha.. Yatah out kali aa time atu... Hehe... Maklum lah baru2... Nw kalau kana suruh mau ku ni... Tapi spoil... The car design 4 org 'putih' sal kaki drg panjang kan...

i not saying im short tapi you can see jua english guy tinggi2... N i baru realise that im actually 5'3... Slalu aku rasa im 5'4 or 5'5... Tapi im wrong pasal masa bcek 4 the askar thingy atu bru ku tau... Jadi nya the guys i've been going out with all these time less than 5'3 tah 2... Waduh... Kan pupus udah tall guy d Brunei ani... Masa d tanya time bekenalan atu brapa tinggi menjawab lh 2 dengan confident nya iya tinggi dri aku... Skali udh jumpa... Dui... Dalam hati ku 'nda drg lain rasa kh ni ah aku pkai heels ani??' haha... Yatah membari nya kalau ku kan jmpa a guy 4 1st time bnyk kali ku bpikir... Pakai heels kah atau sandal biasa saja... Sian bh krg lain rasa nya... Menjaga hati jua ku ni... Hahaha... Im not against mister 'shorty'... i dont mind... Tapi usually nya drg yg do mind f their opposite sex atu tertinggi dri dorg...

kita berpisah hanya untuk berjumpa lagi~

yours truly
FIFI

*blank*

In d staffroom now... Not doing anything... Ada plng kaja... But... Paham2 aje ye... Actually im thinking cana kan buat teaching n learning maths interesting 4 the student... Belajar plng @ UBD but... Not all yang ku tau cana kan buat interesting... Same jua with accounting...

hhmmm~ i feel weird today... I dont know why... Slalu if this weird feelings datang... Something will happen sooner or later... Its not always bad thing but yea cant help being ingau jua kan... Hopefully good thing happen... *praying* :)

not much to update... Biasa saja about the job thingy... My post pun mostlynya just my luahan hati n prasaan supaya dapat d share with the reader.... So that inda bottled up in me... Kalau nda bulih jadi CRAZY you know... About my personal life... Not much of a change... As usual people come n go... I've been eyeing few guys thats just it... Nothing serious.... I just dont have a courage to approach the guys... I know im 23 udh... But thats my nature... If any guys out there want to approach me dont hesitate msn me... (sounds desperate?? Hahahaha :p)

its not that im crazy over falling in love tapi actually im learning about different guy... Like ulah dorang... Their interest... Its actually interesting to learn about people's character... Dapat d reflect pat diri sendiri kan... Its better to learn from the opposite sex about what they see in you n what is in me that needs to be improve in a positive way... pasal dorng f xplain things more specific... Coz i prefer say it all out daripada hide2 things... Get what i mean rite??.... Kalau learn from the same sex not really siuk la... Pasal kan jaga perasaan lagi n ada jelousy involve... Back stabbing involve... So no fun...

my movie marathon have to put on hold dulu... Hhmm~ banyak things happen so... Have to reschedule dulu... Masa ani i not yet stress to the max.... Some of my fren even tyme becerita atu you can see from their face they are really stress with the TP thingy... Kamu sabar saja dulu ah... F kan mengadu... Msg saja ku... I may not give a good advice that you need but i can help to release few of the stress... :)

yours truly
FIFI

Rezeki.... ;)

Just got back from mengaji... Aku confuse sbnrnya about it.. Macam in my group ada yg khatam... But me i kana gtau penyertaan saja... But nda plng ku btanya d pembimbing atu... But... Hmmm... On sat tah aku tanya pasal my group tukar pembimbing saturday ani... I think pasalnya our current pembimbing atu ya org tutong so ya ngajar d sana saja khas kali 4 org tutong... Atu yang ku tdgr so far... N aku mau khatam nda mau penyertaan saja...

n btw... Aku nampak c 'dia' tadi... Wish i have the courage walk towards him n talk with him... Mayb xchange number in between atu... Masa kluar masjid tadi aku nampak... Hehehe... Rezeki.. Rezeki... Ertinya ada jodoh kali... Haha...

im tired... Batah udh nda mengaji atu nyaman jua rasa nya bila start mengaji aa... Lapang kepala... Sangal plng coz tunduk2 kan... Malam ini saya ingin tidur awal... Malas ku liat AOD malam ani.... Biar tia dulu... Heheh....

i dont know f my dad tau udh but my mum tau plng udh... N still aku kana tanya2 soalan... I know she's frustrated... N i think she wants me to find a job lakas2... Aku pn mau kali aa dapat kaja as soon as possible... But... Luan lalai bh aku atu... Kana bagi chance nda d hargai.... I know ada hikmah... But if only i pay abit of attention aku nda kn disappoint siapa2 kn.... Hhmmm.... Nda guna nyasal nw...

Syukur!!

Ok i just finish teaching my maths class 4Friendly.. They behave ok la... Aku ada ganas cikit tadi... Haha... I ask the student to stand up yg bising atu... Haha... Ok la i know some of them ada yang nda phm... Biasa lah aa... Yang suka becerita time cigu ngajar yatah membarinya nda phm atu... N aku kind of bias tadi... Aku pat guys saja... Haha... Ok next time pat bini2 lagi... N malu ku cikit tadi... Jadi cinderella ku tadi dalam class... Tlapas kasut ku... Hahaha... Talo eh...

n sasak ku jua... Aku suruh drg salin apa yg ku tulis d white board... Apa nah... Ada yang nda menyalin... Cuba tah... Geram jua ku 2... Hhmm... N guess what.... Start esk 4 d whole week smpai national day... No class!!! Hahaha.... Seronok ku syg eh... Hahaha... Yatah yg kami tunggu2 ni... Ada plng kaja kan d buat tapi @ least abit relax... Yehaaa~

karang membaca Quran @ UBD... Hopefully turned out well... :) membaca ku d rumah supaya krg nda testuck2 ku membaca... Hehe...

i miss u already...

yours truly
FIFI

What a day...

Just received a message from my fren... Ia tanya2 lah pasal my TP.. My result... N she said she misses 'us'... N she said iya mau join us for the khatam... Yeay~ @ last ada dangan ku... Hehhehe... Iya call tadi ptg tapi aku taruh hp ku d bilik.... Pasal aku santai2 liat British something award... Aher kali aa ku balik tadi... Around 4... Sal shopping sendiri2... Haha... Its fun tho... ;) im not saying i like to be alone... Tapi @ times u prefer to be alone kan... Hehe...

masa ni aku rhat kajap... Ever since aku abis supper tadi arnd 6 smpai now... Im preparing notes for my maths class... N my lesson plan n my notes 4 tommorrow's class alum siap... Half way to go.... Ada touch up here n there....

owh... Tadi kami TP maths teacher kana bwa meeting department maths... Heheh... Tau lah kan kami baru jua 2... Dangar saja lah apa yg xperience teacher ani discuss kan... Yatah aku masih lagi in the student mode... Mengantuk ku... N i was leaning forward with my palm on my head... Macam ku mendangar lecture time d UBD... Hahah... Ooopppzzzz.... :p yatah skali nya c ziemah gamit aku... N i was like... Ah?? Duduk ku bisai2 tarus.... Hahah.... Sorry cigu... Nda saya sengaja... Maklum lah alum biasa... :) hehe...

kamu aku ngantuk... Hhmm~ cani tah kehidupan cigu ni... Siapa yang kan ada cita2 jadi cigu atu... Pikir tah balik2... Im not saying this to scare you people... Tapi if ur not dedicated n not strong... Its adviceable jangan tah jadi cigu.... Kesian our kids d skulah... Macam tah ku nda pernah mendangar 2 cigu cursing sana sini stress pasal anak murid n the work load.... Apa2 pun mesti sabar... Mun yang mudah tersumpah2 atu... Bah baik tah jangan.... What comes out of your mouth is a prayer.... Kan...

bah... Saya kan menyambung semula kerja saya... Haha... Owh ya... Ada org rindu aku kah?? Heheh... Just say it... I know you do... :p haha...

yours truly
FIFI

Get up!!

I've been awake since 3.++ am... I dont know the reason why im awake at that time... By that time i know most people masih lagi dbuai mimpi yang indah... Hehe....

what i do nda tidur atu?? I read people blogs... I might have to say i found some interesting blogs along those reading time... I'll link them soon if i have the time.... Reading other people blog give me an idea not just in my writing in this blog but in life... Some of their post give me something to think about and reflect it onto my life in a greater way or the other... :) i wonder how people can write so much in one post... Ok FYI i not the type yang suka membual... I like straight to the point... N like to keep everything simple... The reason... Malas nyusahkan diri... :p hehehe....

i by now realise i have to get out of my comfort zone... What i really mean is... Im up to any challenge in life as long as i know i can handle it... If i know or thought that i cant do... I'll just say no for an answer without trying it first... Thats basically me... Yatah i have to challenge myself... Want to gain new xperience in life... We have to change at times right??... Im thinking about this is because i compared my life with the people i read their blogs... Their life is full of colours... Get what i mean?? In one way or the other yes i rasa jeles jua...

bh people stop here dulu ye... I want to terikah my baju... Its a cca day today... Pkai bju sport saja... Later in d afternoon going to meet the ladies @ UBD kan uruskan some things.... Hopefully everything went well...

yours truly
FIFI

Something to share...

Tadi aku chat with a new guy i meet dalam dunia cyber.... Iya kaja lah udh... Kaja nya pun not bad... Wont mention lh....

yatah skali ya tanya aku mana dulu diploma kah degree... Macam... Bangang ku tarus... Dalam hati... Lurus kah lelaki ani???... Yatah bnr he really dont know...

wondering jua ku 2... D mana iya selama ani... Walaupun f skulah nda berapa tapi @ least these things mesti jua tau kan.... Still ni aku heran.... Banar kh ya nda tau.... Or ia ani jenis nya ignorant... Tapi should know jua bah pasal umur nya beza setaun saja sama aku... Nah... Cuba tah d pikirkan 2.... Kalau orang tua yang tahap pendidikan nya nda tinggi or langsung nda skulah paham ku jua kan pasal dulu mana jua penting ni ambil diploma or degree... Pasal keraja yg mencari org kan.... Tapi zaman tani ani... Nda tah ku tau... Mun banar iya kuno mengapa tah ya tedapat mobile phone n pandai g chatting 2.... Cuba tah....

Sharing is caring...~

Ok people... I need your help... If among you know any movies... Preferably english movies that mengisahkan anything pasal mengajar... Please let me know ye... I'll take any thing at this moment... Any advice... Suggestion... Anything to help me to go thru this hard time...

thanks people... :)

Moodless...

Ada kh word moodless... Ntam saja tia... I dont know why... Tapi aku nada mood today... Walaupun ku mengadu to so many different people today tapi the feelings i have inside still remains...

tukar topic skajap... Just now aku k sbalah pat tua ku... Meliat anak ucing... Sal i heard lawa n awu kiut brabis!!... Lampuh g 2... I miss playing with the cats... Hhmm... Kami mau tapi keadaan masa ani nda mengizinkn... Boring... :(

ok back to our topic... Hehe... Hhmm~ that is why honestly i dont like teaching... Aku nda suka dealing with so many people at the same time aku prefer ngajar or dealing one person at a time... I dont know what to say lagi... Totally aku rasa kan give up... Tapi i will not surrender... Not now... Have to keep the spirit high... 4 months is a long way to go you know... Bawa tidur malar tebangun... Udah bangun nda nyaman rasa... Can i turn back the time to the day when we first come to the school for briefing... Aaarrggghhh~

i totally respect lah the cikgu2 yang have been in the teaching profession for so many2 years... Every year they have to deal with different kerenah anak2 murid... I RESPECT berabis... Owh ya.. My mum ckp tadi yatah rasa cigu mengajar tu nah... N i said... Org slalu ckp jua cana ulah u masa d skulah dulu then when you become a teacher catu tah jua ulah your student... Tapi i think nda banar... As a student dulu... Aku ani yang jenis dangar cakap... Takut kan cigu... Respect the teacher alot... Then now... What i get in return... The opposite of it... Cuba tah...

ok banar plng aku baru masuk sekali... Tapi masuk udh ke jiwa ku...

i miss the old days... Aku prefer belajar if i know things like this happen... Banar.... Really... Aku miss kan belajar d ubd... :( now i understand bila orang cakap drg nda ready kan keraja.... Yea i know by now how it feels... Nda kisah lah kan kaja apa but awu phm ku...

ok enough... Ngalih kamu baca luahan hati ku ani... Heheh...

yours truly
FIFI

Geram!!

The students complain drg nda pham apa ku ajar... Ok mayb my fault bagi yang pyh... Tapi eh aku ckp d dpn drg ckp d blakang... I think i have to change the strategy mengajar... N aku lupa jua time keluar class aku lupa padam d white board... Hhmm~

i need help... Really need help... Aku jmpa d hod tadi aku ngadu ckit pat iya... Then she said... Better start simple2 bnr dulu... N yes i should liat result drg masa tyme pmb dulu... Waduh bu gmana sih mau ngajarin budak2 ini... Hhmm~

n yes i have to re-teach them lagi 2... Baik jua 1 class saja 4 maths... Mun bnyk.... Branti ku eh... Hahah... Kamu... Aku perlu support... :(

i wonder cana kwan2 ku yg lain doing ah??

i need to go to spa... Aku mau thai massage...

yours truly
FIFI

Last touch up...

Masa ani aku finalise my lesson plan n ubah ckit the classwork n the homework for the students... Waduh2... Hehehe.. Hopefully esok ok2 aja ye... Nervous kah ku ah??? Haha... Not sure...

btw im looking forward kan pkai kasut baru... I feel silly... Nda ku biasa... I feel short... Haha... But i still n will keep my confidence high lah for esok... :D

yours truly
FIFI

Berdebar...

I've finished doing my lesson plan... But im not so sure ok kah nda with the classwork yang kan ku bagi atu... Waduh2... Gmana ni... Aku suruh my sis cuba buat plng tadi... Tapi macam... Banyak salah... Katanya payah... Well... Hhmmm~

my style of teaching i think aku nda mau spoon feed dorang... N kan membagi dorang hint atu tah payah... Pasal f aku tlampau baik hati i just give smua... Aku jenis nya not in d middle lah... Either karit or telampau giving... Yatah payah ni...

i try to remind myself to LOVE teaching every single day... But deep inside its d other way round plang... Not hating but not into it saja... I try my best to become an excellent teacher not just for the sake of my TP grade tapi as well for the students knowledge... N people might ask me f inda minat then why you take education course... Well one of my cita2 is jadi cigu... But since masuk n xperience it... My heart is not into teaching... But as i said i try my very best to love it n nda kan sia2kn this opportunity.... :)

im waiting... Kalau nada... Pahit tah banar ni hati ku...

yours truly
FIFI

Therapy... :)

Awu shopping therapy tadi saya... Siuk... Well what can i say... Batah udah ku nda shopping berabis macam tadi atu... I bought ballerina flats... Yes... Aku buy flats... Haha... Jangan heran... Batah ku milih 2 ah... :p aku buy kain 4 d TP... Aku buy bju sport... Well aku ani jenis nya nda active sport... Paksa tah membali... Apa lagi ah... Haha... Rahsia.. :p

owh ya... Tadi masa aku lepak d swensen atu ada this couple lah... Arnd mid 20's d luar... Aku teliat... This girl hug the guy n kiss him on the cheek... Well i nda kisah lah if it were in private ani in public.... Macam... Eh jangan tah show off bh... N another incident sama jua d area... Young couple arnd early 20's or still young... Nda ku tau... Kissing in public... Eh... Ok barangkali some of the people inda kisah... Kira 'open minded' lah 2 kan... But ingat lah... Tani ani org Brunei... Its ganjil bah.... Hhmm ada2 saja eh....

kan buat my lesson plan malam ani... But kalat tia mata ani... Nda plng ku stress... Maklum lah puas ckit shopping... :D hehehe.... Aku start buat ckit lah... Before ku liat ceta cina.... Hehe...

btw... Tani masa ku msh d skulah... To kill the time aku bmsn... The first guy i meet time aku berstatus single ani lah.... Bth dh ku nda jmpa iya or evn heard from him... Last ku jmpa iya bulan 6 last yr i think... Chat pn malas ku melayan banar.... Yatah tadi ya tanya aku im not going anywhere after 2?? I said nda kali d rumah saja sambung tidur... N i said jua... Aku kan jalan p nada dgn sal my sis yg sorg start udh kaja... Yatah iya offer diri nya 2 accompany me.... Macam awal2 dh ku reject... Kalinya tanya nya if im sure... I said... I think... Yatah skalinya... Ngalih ku ceta eh... Pokok nya macam kira majal la... Yatah aku masa atu chat sama sis ku jua yatah ku gtau iya... Bulih kah alasan ku aku nda mau jln sama ko pasal tawar dah hati ku pat mu... Hahah... Nya bulih jua 2... Katanya atau boring kah sama kau atu... Hahaha...

well banar jua 2 kan... Yatah aku heran y iya mcm baik semacam saja.. Aku nda caya iya lagi psal his a sweet talker tapi dalam hatinya lain... Yatah.... Hhhmmm~ is there a guy yang banar2 sincere kah... I know ada tapi kan pupus... Yatah have to look harder.... Lalalla~

thats all for now... Kan liat AOD ku... ;)

yours truly
FIFI

Swensen... Again... :p

Masa ni aku d swensen... Lagi... Haha... Nyanyat jua 2 kan... Aku tsliur kn mkn cni so tarus ku bwa adi ku c mimi... Blanja iya mkn for her achievement atu...

before kmari tadi i went to bismi... Behapa nah?? Mengurat!! Hahha... Membali buku bah kamu ani... :p hahah.... Nda ku sadar balian ku kn sampai $100... Baru jua buku maths 2... 4 mengajar... Since bulih d claim atu jua kan... :D hehe....

n... Tadi masa d skulah... Sesi ptg plng 2... Since kami stay smpai kul 2.30... Telimpas sal siuk2 begossip... Haha... Nada lah just share xperience sorang2 kan... Bah yatah masa sesi ptg atu... Cigu sebalah ptg ani mendenda murid nya pasal d students mungkir janji... Drg janji kan ntar project drg ari ani p nda jua pandai ada... Yatah... Ada during drg kana denda atu cigu cakap baru kana denda cani udah tia 2 krg mengcomplain pat parents... Luan manja... Padahal kana denda atu pasal salah diri... Yatah macam... Banar jua 2 kan... I think aku pn catu eh... Bukan kan mendera but as a disiplin 4 them bah... Mun ckp saja nda jua merati 2 kan... Hhmmm~ heheh... N since disiplin org karang ani kurang... :)

bah kan makan ku dulu ah...

i got ur no... Can we be close?? :)

yours truly
FIFI

Alhamdulillah!!

Alhamdulillah... Syukur i have understanding parents... Walaupun many questions running thru their minds but syukur semua jawapan yang ku bagi dapat d terima... To pay back their kindness... I might have to think about taking master... Its their dream to see me taking my master... Walaupun bukan dalam masa terdekat but... I'll take their challenge... Insya Allah...

yours truly
FIFI

Ngalih ku...

Ok... I just keep this post short n sweet... Haha... :p

im tired!!... Alum lagi seminggu terasa udh ngalih... Alum pn ku start ngajar... Ntah udh start ngajar kepisan kali... Heheh... Well today kami kana 'taruh' pat staffroom.... Kana distribute according to our department lh... Yatah my department tampat maths n accounting in short staffroom B lah... Hahah... Abit crowded i must say... Lain rasa nya eh mixed wif real teachers... Maklum lah alum biasa... Heheh...

i'll start teaching this saturday... Maths subject... Hehe... The student dari apa yg ku observe tadi ok mau plng belajar... Tapi @ d same time becerita2 tah ya jua 2... Yatah tadi masa drg kana suruh buat classwork this one boy ada problem... Ya kan tanya cigu nya tapi ya bz xplaining to the girls yatah aku panggil lah iya... Skali..eh spoon feed bnr bh ya ah.... N nda lagi ingat basic 2... Baru jua cigu nya xplain d white board... Ya cakap nada... Iisshh... Cana 2 nah...

n when the cigu introduce me to the class n gtau that i'll be teaching them for the next 4 months... Yatah the girls ada yang lambai2 say hi... Malas tah ku melayan... Sory ye... Bukan ku ambung i cant be frenly... Krg kana 'pijak'...

kebiasaan ku f ku nampak org yg ku kenal aku just senyum bah... Yatah tadi ada cigu ku dulu ngajar MIB tagur aku... Ya ckp ko bakas student cni kn... N i said... Awu... Skali apa nah ya ckp... Eh ko ani nda menagur cigu... Ani cigu tah pulang menagur kau.... Wah... Berdebar ku tarus... Ok2 next time aku tagur eh cigu2 yg pernah ngajar aku... Nda ku senyum saja...

when im in SMB ani... Banyak old memories teflash back... I miss all those times... But i wont want to turn back time... Its better those ways... Those memories mengajar ku to become who i am now as a person... Walaupun ada ups n downs nya tapi it makes me proud n thankful...

i love your smile ;)

yours truly
FIFI

TP matters...

Im loving jadi cigu ani eh... Hahahh sudah atu... Well HOD maths d cni kawan ku masa class MOT... Sanang jua ku mengadu apa 2 kan... Hehehe... N notes for accounting nda usah ku buat... Ada buku khas udh... Seronok nye... Life is easier... Part atu plng saja... Alum plng lagi part mengajar... Heheh... Nxt week ku start mengajar... Hopefully... ;)

Look into my eyes...

Nothing much i want to share for this post... Hm~ :)

where should i begin ah... Well i read a magazine which i just bought tadi... Baru tah ku tjumpa batah udah ku cari... Heheh... It does mention about how hard/difficult to find a topic of discussion xpecially with the person you are hoping to be your new love... But for me even with a guy whom i meet in the cyber world but baru 1st time to meet in the real world its difficult to start a conversation... Its my nature pemalu... But im in the learning process jua to not really2 pemalu n pendiam... You guys get what i mean kn...

then it also remind me movie '30 hari mencari cinta'... Rindu ku kan liat ceta atu... I think i might have to cari where the cd kana taruh... Heheh.... Tapi its true kan kalau kitani sibuk2 mencari atu pulang payah kn dapat the right person for you... Tapi f inda d cari... It comes naturally without you xpecting it to appear... Yatah asal saja kawan ku tanya... Why aku nda cari cinta atu... My answer would be... Malas ku cari biar tia datang sendiri... Tapi something jua appear in my mind.... If orang nda tau you xist... Cana cinta atu kan datang... Right?? So i think i will look for love... Tapi inda lah dalam masa 30 hari ah... Heheh...

its almost a year im single.... Haha... Promosi jua 2 kan... Hahah... I think i am ready to open up my heart... Walaupun not 100% but its open jua lah... ;) mesti positive.... Negative2 thinking... Go away... I dont need you in my life...

... & tell me that you love me...

yours truly
FIFI

Update... Update...

Right now aku rehat2 dalam conference room... Kira nada kaja lah 2... Ada cigu kan ku jumpa tapi iya ani selalu MIA bah... Yatah susah nya ni... Hehe...

class yang kana bagi aku 4D n 4F... Awal2 udah CT ku gtau untuk mengajar class 4D ani mesti firm... Ertinya apa 2 nah... Ada masalah cikit jua 2 kan.... Yatah ni sedang berfikir the best way 2 handle those types of students... Esok ku observe class dorang... Hopefully turned out well... :)

my friend tadi ceta kawan nya yang d skulah mentiri kana reject oleh dat skulah... Payah iya cari skulah jua 2 kan... N ada lagi kes nya nada background english kana suruh ngajar english... Waduh... Baik bah english nya lawa... Mun nda... Ancur jua 2...

i meet some of my former cigu2 tadi... Hehe... Ok lah 2 at least nanti f ada masalah arise dapat ku minta advice dari dorang... N even masa kami kana bagi briefing the cigu cakap f kamu pernah mengajar d SMB nanti f kana post arah mana2 skulah you wouldnt have any problem.... Tough lah 2 ertinya skulah ani...

n yes... Kami kana suruh ikut the national day... Time rehersal n on d actually day atu jua... Apa bulih buat tugas n tanggunjawab sudah ni sebagai cigu... Haha... :p

atu saja dulu ah...

yours truly
FIFI

Mixed feelings~

Now im @ SMB... Whoa~ berdebar2 jantung ku... Hehe... Msih ku d kerita menunggu kan 7.30 bru tah ku naik k admin... Heheh... ;)

n tadi masa kan choose which kasut kan d pakai... My mum ckp... Nada yg comfortable kh??... Nanti bali yang sesuai untuk bediri batah... Hehehe.... Aku ani mana pandai merati bah... I cant help it... I LOVE heels very2 much... It gives me confidence... Aku survey2 udah ballet flats atu... Tapi... Alum ada yang menarik perhatian ku...

10 mins g kan 7.30... Bah thats it for now ye...

yours truly
FIFI

Its all coming back to me....

Miss me??? I bet ada kali ni yang rindu aku... I mean my writing... Haha... Jangan tah pura2... :p

what a day... Today i attend my cousin's nikah ceremony d salambigar... The bride orang KB... N yeay~ we pakai bus k sana... Hehehe... Nda plng ku sakai but fun lh... Hehe... We k rumah my cuzen around 9... Mana tau ada kan d tulung2 ckit kn... Skalinya nada... Bis 2 cut the story short... We jalan k KB arnd 12 lah... Ada few tampat yg ujan... Heavy rain... N d KB banar2 ujan labat... N awu abis segala hantaran atu tadi kana ujan... Bpayung plng udh... Tapi payung bah damit... Hehehe...

i personally suka nikah ceremony... Xpecially part yg hantaran atu lah... Siuk ah liat hantaran org... It gives you an idea apa yang patut n yang nda patut d bagi time menghantar atu... I have a few list sudah in my mind... :p semangat ah... Hahah... N i suka jua liat pakaian pengantin bini... Nice~

btakung air tadi masa d kem d kb ah... Pat my cuzen tadi licak saja... Yatah ku pakai selipar saja... Nda lawa... Heheh... Udh kn jln k KB atu ku tukar heels... Confident la 2 udah d KB kana suruh duduk pat bsimen... Skali nya dui... Arah beair... Merungut ku... Basah jua 2 heels ku... I complain pat my mum tadi... Apa ni... Bali kasut baru eh... Cana kn ku pakai mengajar ni... Hahah... Alasan saja supaya dapat kasut baru... :p

bah thats all for today post ah... Im tired... Masa on d way balik pun aku tidur tadi... Heheh... Until next time...

oh btw the teaching practice starts tomorrow... Hehe... To my fellow friends who's doing the TP.... All the best... Ambil tah pengalaman mengajar ani supaya you can become if not the best atleast good teacher.... :)

yours truly
FIFI