Saturday, February 7, 2009

Moodless...

Ada kh word moodless... Ntam saja tia... I dont know why... Tapi aku nada mood today... Walaupun ku mengadu to so many different people today tapi the feelings i have inside still remains...

tukar topic skajap... Just now aku k sbalah pat tua ku... Meliat anak ucing... Sal i heard lawa n awu kiut brabis!!... Lampuh g 2... I miss playing with the cats... Hhmm... Kami mau tapi keadaan masa ani nda mengizinkn... Boring... :(

ok back to our topic... Hehe... Hhmm~ that is why honestly i dont like teaching... Aku nda suka dealing with so many people at the same time aku prefer ngajar or dealing one person at a time... I dont know what to say lagi... Totally aku rasa kan give up... Tapi i will not surrender... Not now... Have to keep the spirit high... 4 months is a long way to go you know... Bawa tidur malar tebangun... Udah bangun nda nyaman rasa... Can i turn back the time to the day when we first come to the school for briefing... Aaarrggghhh~

i totally respect lah the cikgu2 yang have been in the teaching profession for so many2 years... Every year they have to deal with different kerenah anak2 murid... I RESPECT berabis... Owh ya.. My mum ckp tadi yatah rasa cigu mengajar tu nah... N i said... Org slalu ckp jua cana ulah u masa d skulah dulu then when you become a teacher catu tah jua ulah your student... Tapi i think nda banar... As a student dulu... Aku ani yang jenis dangar cakap... Takut kan cigu... Respect the teacher alot... Then now... What i get in return... The opposite of it... Cuba tah...

ok banar plng aku baru masuk sekali... Tapi masuk udh ke jiwa ku...

i miss the old days... Aku prefer belajar if i know things like this happen... Banar.... Really... Aku miss kan belajar d ubd... :( now i understand bila orang cakap drg nda ready kan keraja.... Yea i know by now how it feels... Nda kisah lah kan kaja apa but awu phm ku...

ok enough... Ngalih kamu baca luahan hati ku ani... Heheh...

yours truly
FIFI

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