the lesson's learned...

Changes

will young

Gotta shake myself up here

I should run away, run away, run away

People say dont even go near

I can see the danger, Im aware, I see the danger

If I go back once again its like I learned nothing

Standing at the front of a queue

Heading for trouble

Hope it changes

Hope my life changes

Gets alright somehow

Oh Im waiting for tomorrow

I hope it changes

Cant you stay the same

Been out of luck for so long

And I dont get much so theres nothing much to lose

Its like a record going round

Yes its going round, going round, going round

I know I should wanna take it off

But I find it hard, why do I find it hard?

I used to have a vision

I was sitting somewhere up there

Looking down on myself

Doing right for once in my life

It changes

Hope my life changes

Gets alright somehow

Oh Im waiting for tomorrow

I hope it changes

Cant you stay the same

Been out of luck for so long

And I dont get much

So theres nothing much to lose

I just need a break

A little one

To get me up to watch the sun

And hey its peaceful here

Hope it changes

Hope my life changes

Gets alright somehow

Oh Im waiting for tomorrow

Hope it changes

Cant you stay the same (cant you stay the same)

Been out of luck for so long (cant you stay the same)

Dont get much so theres nothing much to lose

Changes

Oh Im waiting for tomorrow

Hope it changes

Cant you stay the same

Been out of luck for so long

Hhmmm~

Yesterday... I dreamt the guy.. Whom i missed his smile alot... Mimpi indah brabis... Alhamdulilah.. Heheh... Yatah mood blues ku tebawa2 smpai ari ani... Nw... Melayan perasaan mendgr lagu2 c kaer....

kau tinggal kan memori indah... Sayang~

kini kau hilang dari pandangan mata ku~

*sigh*

on random note... I read somewhere... Your friend shares her good news.. New job... New man... And while you're happy for her... You cant help but feel like a failure at work/love... To overcome this... Look at the fact... Has nothing nice ever happened to you?

banar plng... What it says... Tani ada rezeki masing2... Lambat atu cepat... Datang jua 2 rezeki atu... All we need to do sabar... Berdoa... N berserah...

bebalik pat blues mood ku... *sigh*... Cana ku kan overcome ni?? Liat2 gmbar arah facebook nya?? Kan menagur awkward rasanya... :(

oh well

salam ramadhan
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*senyum*

U guys know what i do on monday morning? I watched 'syurga cinta'... Feeling brabis jua ku 2 kan? Heheheh... I dont know what was i thinking... Tapi biarin deh... Melayan perasaan d hati... Haha...

owh... Finally aku dapat my fave magazine... Dmana nah ku tjumpa? D airport... Hehe... Bth dah ku nda melepak malam ah... Hm... Kangen jua ku kan menghidu udara malam... Lepak... Cuci2 mata... Hahah...

kemarin we the family sungkai d kb... Seronok jua bnyk makanan... Padahal kana remind jgn th buy bnyk2 psal ada jua bemasak d rumah... Heheh... N aku punya sungkai dmalam kue tiew basah c ah kang... Nice~ n abc $2 yo... Untuk sndiri... Hahah... Brabis jua ku 2... Then mkn sushi... Baik jua bdgn makan mun nda nda ku abis jua 2... Psal bnyk... Kalau d rumah nda ku bdgn makan unless sma kwn2 saja... Yatah kalau d kb cuzn2 ku ada jua yg pndai mkn... Hehe... N sbnrnya aku buy kebab for sahur... Tapi kan... Untuk 3 hari berturut2 aku nda bngun sahur... Yatah hopefully lapas ani mesti bgn eh.. Rugi rasa nya nda sahur atu...

im bored actually... Apath kan ku buat ni... I cant wait actually for my eyeliner yg ku order kan smpai... Kan xperiment ku udh ni... Hopefully ngam dgn kulit ku... N i just found out aku ani perfume freak jua... Baru ari atu aku buy perfume baru for raya... N bru kemarin aku mengorder 2 minyak wangi baru... Giler eh... Atu banar... Tapi aku nda stick with 1 perfume saja... Dlm seminggu atu aku tukar2 smell lah... Supaya nda membazir... :)

next week aku ada test... The second one... Masa yg first atu aku dpt nyawa2 ikan... Bodoh rasa ku... Mcm this is the second time im taking the course n first test udh ku dpt nyawa2 ikan... Yatah hopefully 2nd test ani dpt dkt2 full mark pun jadi lah... :)

n a week b4 hari raya aku planning kan buat pedicure n manicure... Siapa mau join? D mana bisai ah treatment nya? Shop arnd ku dulu supaya worth the money... ;)

salam ramadhan
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untuk renungan bersama...

wahai para lelaki dan wanita,

Jangan menuntut terlalu tinggi seandainya diri sendiri jelas tidak berupaya.Mengapa mendambakan isteri sehebat Khadijah andai diri tidak semulia Rasulullah ? Mengapa mengharapkan suami setampan Yusof seandainya kasih tak setulus Zulaikha ? Tidak perlu mencari isteri secantik Balqis andai diri tidak sehebat Sulaiman DAN Tidak perlu mencari suami seteguh Ibrahim andai diri tidak sekuat Hajar dan Sarah.

Redhalah atas apa pemberian-Nya....

Terimalah si dia seadanya....

salam ramadhan

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Happy day~

Hari shopping ku start arnd 9 am... Then blik nya kul 3 nearly 4... Psal kan masak for sungkai lagi... Tired atu memang... Tapi fun... Heheh...

first... Sbelum kkadai mesti k bank dulu... Saving... Bebelanja jua tapi saving jgn lupa... Eseh... Hehehe... Bis 2... K charles n keith mall... Psal my mum tjumpa dgn boss charles n keith ani... N uncle atu ckp... Agath banyak new arrival 2... Hahah... Well the owner atu dgn my mum kaja dulu tapi the kadai manage by his daughter... Tapi b4 msuk kkadai atu... Aku ada tenampak brooch yg bling2... Heheheh.... Apa lagi... Nda ku lepaskan peluang... Then abis urusan jual beli k CK n ada 1 kasut yg mengrab attention ku... Nice~ tapi abit pricey for a student like me... Jadinya aku buy beg nya saja... Heheheh... Clutch bag... Nice the color... Hhmmm... *senyum2 ku ni* hahah...

nxt k de'iyad... Kan liat tudung lh konon... Tapi apa nah... Membali kain!! Hahah... Tapi not for raya... I save it for the special day nanti... Wat day?? Haha... Malas ku reveal... :p since aku lupa apa warna kain raya ku n malas ku mikir i just buy 1 tudong... Yg lain 2 biar tia pkai tudung apa yg ada d rumah ani... :) nxt... K summit... Heheh... Abit disappointed psal nda bnyk kasut tinggi taste ku... Tapi ok la last2 tjumpa jua kasut yg matching dgn warna beg ku... Nda ku duli ku kuar kan beg ah rasa jua kan padankn sma kasut... Tapi i'll wait nxt new arrival... F ada taste ku i'll buy lagi... Sshh jgn d tagur... Hahahha... Masa d summit aku ada suka this bag... Tapi purpose ku just 2 buy for raya... So mayb nxt month... Hehheh... Apa kan... I cant help it.... I know i shouldnt... Tapi it keeps me happy... ;) nxt k arcade mendulur my sis main... Aku nada mood psal aku kan shopping lagi!!! Hahah...

after that planning kan liat wayang... Saja mendulur diri ani... Tapi mcm boring jua... So next face shop... Aku buy mask... Psal mask ku abis... N lip gloss... Msa aku cuba lip gloss atu aku put some arah my lips to test ada alergy reaction kh ni... Skali d helper atu ckp skajap saja tau alergy kh nda?... Diam saja ku... Fyi... Bibir ku super allergic... U put abit saja lipstick kah gloss kah... Mun panas rasanya n tabal rasanya d bibir... Jaga... Mcm c angie tu bibir ku... Hehehe... Sama aku buy perfume... Heheheh....

bis 2 balik!! Sangal wa... Plus kn buy kan brg sungkai for my sis lagi... N i forgot to buy my fave magazine... Capi banar... Aku aher wa mencari... Abis udh magazine atu tmpat ku slalu membali.... Atu la sja yg alum tercapai hajat untuk d miliki... Hopefully aku dpt mencari... F nda... :(

*hint* kalau yg kan membawa ku shopping or minta dgni aku available ni dengan senang hati ku menerima pelawaan itu... Hahaha... :p

salam ramadhan
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Hari semangat ku~

Awal ku pagi ani... Around 6.++... Smangat kan?

sebenarnya kn... Aku kn shopping ari ani... Hehe.. :p tapi kan im worried kalau masa shopping sma my fren aku tjmpa yg even better... Actuallynya aku nda suka survey dulu bru bali... Know why? Psal if ku survey dulu n nanti membali... Nantinya atu kira a week or so... Mana ada lagi 2 brg ah or nada size... Mental tah ku 2... So f ku rasa sesuai dgn taste ku... I'll just buy it on the spot...

tapi kan i still havnt figure out apa color theme ku for raya ani... I was thinking red plng... Tapi rasa nya aku alum brani kan pkai bold color... Tapi c la krg cana... Mun usulnya lawa... I'll just take it... Tapi other choices i think purple is fine... Fav color i tapi i guess its kind of safe color... Tapi i want to xperiment cikit bh taun ani... Why not kan... Hehe...

oh well...

salam ramadhan
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Terkenang~

Start tia udh org main badil-badilan... Kangen gue kan main jua... Tapi malas ku mendulur keinginan atu... Simpan saja... Mana tau last week of ramadhan nanti... Hehehe... Suruh babah sponsor... Heheh... :p

btw... I bet tukang buat kuih muih menutup order org udah ni... Psal tmpat ku mengorder tutupnya masa first week ramadhan udh... Udah mengorder kek... Tapi biskut nya alum... Niat d hati kan mencuba buat sendiri... Apa th guna nya buku resepi d bali... N since bnyk free time atu jua kan... Smangat jua aku atu ah... Heheh... Kami adi bradi aiming kan buat yg ada chocolate2... Tapi my mum nda suka chocolate ani psal manis... Tapi in our house kuih moor is a must... Wah smangat jua ku bcerita psal kuih2 raya ani...

bukan apa just to get the festive mood... Alum plng ada rasa mau melapaskan bulan ramadhan ani.... Tapi sekadar meng'xcited'kan diri... Hehe...

aku kan shopping~ shopping~ shopping~.... Gelisah hatiku udah meliat status fb org be'shopping' atu...

salam ramadhan
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Hari malas ku~

Masa ani aku sedang menikmati hari kemalasan ku... Cuaca yang nyaman... Temprature yang enak... Heheh... Apa kan... :p

due to hanya tinggal 2 courses saja kan d ambil... Class ku nda banyak... 3 hari saja aku perlu dtg k UBD... Which membuat kan aku... Rasa jobless brabis... Kalau dulu suka ku free brabis ani... Now... Nda nyaman rasa ku nada kan dbuat atu... Eseh... Hahaha... Tapi betul... Masa aku temiss out the first 2 weeks of UBD... Bnyak kan d salin... Dengan bangga nya aku dpt siapkan menyalin notes complex analysis... Dalam 1 hari saja... Proud brabis ku... :p heheh...

the other day... I heard this sayings dlm tv... Something like this la bunyinya.. 'jangan la membazir.. F membazir rezeki yg suppose iya dpt kana tarik balik ulih Allah..' when i heard it... Tarus ku... Really?? I've done alot of pembaziran... Yatah since atu especially kalau ku makan... Ckit2 saja ku kaut dulu... Slalu kalau ikut nafsu bnyk2 plng 2... Heheh... Yatah hopefully when elaun ku kuar aku nda membazir... Target ku cuma beg n kasut saja for raya... Plus brooch n tudung... Atu saja ah... Ingati ku mun ku bali lain2 lagi... Ok....

for you guys punya info... My wallpaper pat hp... Is my pics wif kaer masa i saw him d mall... Yatah... Since i admire him alot... Aku slalu show pat my sisters n say nah bf ku... Hensem kan? Hahah... Awal2 drg layan jua... Batah2 drg ckp prasan... Hehehh... Yatah.. My frens asal liat my hp... Ada yang tanya... Siapa ni? Bf mu kah? I said no... C kaer... Tapi mua drg mcm nda caya.... N masa sungkai bridex ari atu one of my fren ckp i look different... She said ada bf ko udh kah?? Senyum saja ku... Like... Apa kan? Heheh...

cant wait kan sungkai dluar with the girls... Hopefully smua dpt dtg... Meriah jua suasana sungkai d bulan ramadhan ani... Heheh...

bh smpai d sini sja dulu... Kan k dpur menulung memasak... Ok...

salam ramadhan
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