Hi!

Hello people..... Today's post i wont touch on my work lah ah... Boring!! Haha... Tapi aku mention cikit lah aa... Kami temasuk udah dlm politik skulah... Haha... Maksud nya... Kami ktempisan udah politik d skulah atu.... Ada kah patut kami kna ucap nda active... Padahal kami kalau ada acara dtg jua... Kalau nda datang pun pasal ada hal... Xtra class n so on... Sekali 2 pun pasal 'malas'... Apa kan... Kami teacher in training yg penting banar cara kami ngajar jua... Ct kami nda kisah pun... Ya plng mengada2... Nda plng ku tau siapa... P cuba tah nda puas hati bah kami kana ucap catu... Considerate sikit dih... Ingat kami ani robot kah apa... Mun kul 5 bru balik krumah pukul brapa kan menyiapkan kaja kan d ajar esok... Drg ok la cgu xperience... Kami yg baru2 ani... Yatah bias 2 nama nya... Duh!

d malam ada one scene dari ceta cina dmalam really touch me la... I cried... :p awu nangis ku... Hahaha... Bini nya atu spy... N lakinya tau udah la iya spy atu... Ya marah pasal bininya atu nda honest... The laki tau the bini spy dari his so called best fren gtau... Back stabber lah... Benci jua i 2... Cut the story short bini nya tau lakinya kan kana bunuh so she protect him la since bininya ani pndai kung fu.... Unexpectedly bininya tekana some kind of peluru la... Beracun... Yatah powerful racun... Cut the story short lagi... Yang buat ku nangis lakinya nangis n said aku nda mau org lain aku mau ko saja... Waduh... Gila... Nangis eh... Masa 2 bini nya ckp ya suruh lakinya kawin lain after ya mati atu la... Sian ah... lakinya atu naughty plng sikit... Iya setia plng pat bininya... Tapi tau la guys... Naughty2 cikit... N aku suka laki nya ah... Manja berabis... Hahaha... Gals u know what i mean kan... Hahaha....

siuk eh org yang dapt grade A for their tp... So far yg ku tau 3 org udah... Aku mau... Hhmm... Cana aku kan improve ah...

atu saja kn tdur i... :)

B-o-s-a-n-!-!

Yupz... Thats what im feeling now.... Everything!! Macam... Apa kan... Nada yang interesting n menyanang kan hati kah?? Shopping therapy much needed now... Really... Nda saya sabar ni...

my sister kan bawa k career fair kah nama nya 2... Jumaat ani... Iya cakap supaya aku tau what job to apply... Well... Honestly... Bnar ni honestly... Bukan ku ambung ah... Aku tau udah kaja kan ku apply... Banar plng nda salah surveying... Tapi the more job variety makin paning ku memilih... So far i had 4 type of jobs i would like to apply... Atu pun macam aku mau banar2 cuba this four... Hahaha... Bulih kah 2?? All in one bh job atu... Bisa??? Im positively believe aku dapat pulang this kind of job pasal my degree applicable jua kan... Oh wait its more like betambah 3 more jobs i had in mind... Really... Serius ni...

too many things i had in mind but nothing can convince me and lead me too true happiness... As for now i mean...

:)
FIFI

Syukur!!

Know what? I left my laptop @ school on thursday unintentionaly... Seriously... I totally forgot about the laptop and when i unload my school stuff from the car when i was about to fetch my mum from work... Then i realise that i left that laptop... Hm.... Panic la i... After fetching my sis from ugama school then i went to smb... But unfortunately the door locked... So i just pray that it'll be safe... But my heart pounds even harder when today approach... Seriously... I pray all the way to smb... Luckily the laptop is safe... Still exist... Hehehe.... Nyaman hati alai tarus.... Nda g i kabak2... :D

owh i got hi-tea voucher for two compliment from taib... Yatah mencari partner jua ku ni... I mean a date... Hahaha.... Any of the above will do actually... Siapa baik sama aku pandai mengampu... Yatah yang ku pilih.... Hahaha... Cam banar bah aku ah.... D empire lai... :D hehehe....

im bored... Nada kan ku buat actually ni... No more paper to mark... Apa tah ni... Ada kaja kosong kah lagi... Hahaha...

honestly xperience jadi cigu ani give a positive impact to me... It gives me courage to speak in front of strangers... Selalu aku ani pemalu i dont usually talk in front of stranger f ckp pun malu2... :) i usually biar org give their opinion n i just listen... Kan menyampuk pun f im really2 confident... Nw... Im confident all the way... U ask me i give the answer without hasitating... :) siuk la... Macam positive berabis lh ku... N the best part is i am able to control my anger udah nda g short tempered banar... Hehe... Kira teaching ani my anger management lah... Hehehe.... I dont understand la f u jadi cgu p still malu2 to speak or approach ppl... Macam... Ur confident level atu mana?? Just in class saja kah just becoz drg younger than u bru tah u confident... Hm... Mana saja lah... Sorang2 lain... This is just my thought... :)

i might be going for a vacation in june with the family... Yeay!! Looking forward ku berabis ni.... Batah eh june ani... Hahaha.... Hopefully aku dapat kaja by next year so that i'll be able to go to dubai for vacation... 1st prioprity tu f udah dpt kaja... ;)

yours truly
FIFI

Heheh...

Batah ah nda ku mengupdate... Nda plng busy... Its just that im addicted to FB... Hehe... Terabai tia blog ku ani...

my students were having their MYE this week for two weeks jadinya for two weeks atu jua aku officially free... Xcept for marking their paper... It takes me to mark their paper two 3 days to complete.... Imagine that... N the result really frusts me... Banar.... Nda drg belajar kh?? What else drg mau... Question plus the working almost the same given... Nda jua help them to get good result... Ntah nda ku tau apa kah future drg nanti... Aku rasa kan give up udah meliat results drg atu... N guess what... They requested an xtra class... N aku yg prepare the question... Mana demanding tu.... Mana ku melayan tu tadi... They dont want to ask me personally... Malas th ku... f nt pasal people arnd me malas tah ku membuat xtra class... Baik kan aku ani... Im willing to help them tapi apa effort drg kan tolong diri drg sendiri??? F ada parents teacher meet... Nda ku btapis g tu ah... Semua tah ku keluarkan isi hati ani... Spoil kids!!!!

sedih bh liat kids nowadays... Banar th... Cana th our country future 2 nanti... Ingau jua ku 2...

luahan hati ku...
FIFI

There is always another mountain...

My students yg xam but i feel the burden... I hate this feelings... Student ani telampau mengharap arah tani... Lusa xam but still menunggu cigu to do a revision for them...

i've downloaded few new song... Yang currently selalu d radio... Aku nda tau baru kah nda pasal aku jarang dgr radio... Hehehe... No malay songs... Tapi ada 1 lagu aku masih cari... F ku dpt baru th ku share... Haha...

its safe to say that i've lost one of my inspiration... I like to read this one blog... Sekali... Iya lock... Jadi private.... Waduh... Its a must tho to read that blog... Sekalinya nada... Bah jangan tah... Hehehe....

I..
- do respect apa saja tanggapan org.. Any jokes people are playing... Tapi it do hurts me personally...

-dont like mengharap on something... Pasal selalu i do it turned out to dissapoint me alot... Biar tia go with the flow... Its not about what is waiting me on the other side its about the journey to reach that other side...

sometimes i have to lose to remind me on how precious every chances are...

FIFI

Be back soon... :)

Sorry peeps.. Im not in a mood to share my side of the story... Really... Im xhausted with the TP thingy... I am constantly going to bed late... So i will not be updating this blog at least for the next couple of days.... Banar... My social life going down... Heavy workload... Pasal my students will be having their mid yr xam... N my mate keep on teasing me with one of the colleague... Awu teman... Ada cerita baru.... Nanti ku share.... I dont know whats happening to me... If a guy mula rapat i tend to shut them off from my brain... Aku sadar... Yatah aku nda tau kenapa aku buat catu... Whats happening to me....

almost mentally ill... (aste)
FIFI

What you are??

Baru ku balik ni... Dari sight seeing d ubd... Hahah... Aku menguruskan the unfinish business... N aku smpat mengadu pat my supervisor... Yes iya support aku... Hahah... Wahai teman seperjuangan ku... Aku ngadu pasal last semester tani bnyk ah... Iya pun surprise pasal katanya banyak 2... N ya ckp complex analysis sanang... Bulih?? Hahaha... Batah lagi 2 eh aku melepak sama ijk... Haha... Smpai iya malar liat jam nya... Hahaha...

its been long time aku nda k ubd... Atu ngalih bejalan... Dari parking keta dkt shbie smpai k shbie atu pun sudah kepisan... Nama nya nda fit... Heheh... Bis 2 k fos g... Waduh... Aku jmpa anderson... Aku gtau aku lupa code no mechanics bah... Tawa kan nya... Capi... Paning ku ni n xhausted berabis... Bulih ku nda k skulah kh esok?? Oh hjh mijah... I miss u... Hahaha... Atu c ijk might be coming to ur school soon... Nda tau bila... Iya dtg k skulah ku thurs... Final grading yo... Nervous jua alai 2... Hahaha... Baik jua ku jmpa iya tadi... Pasal iya te'miss place' g timetable ku... Mun nda esok jua ya dtg 2...

bh atu saja... Kn tidur ku...

M-e-n-t-a-l-!-!

During class tadi... The last 2 period... Maths kan 2 subject nya... Ada one part atu aku suruh d student solve 1 problem... Aku xpect drg lakas buat pasal drg pernah belajar... N ckit saja... Juz 1 soalan... Apa jua ganya indices... Sekali aku ckp sudah?... N ada 1 student ckp alum... N i said siapa yang slow atu... Sekali ada this student... Yg duduk front row... Girl cakap... Nda jua pyh ckp catu kali ah... Nda jua sama sorang2... Masalah nya ada ct ku!!! N... Yg lain sudah siap... Nda kan ku slow down just pasal sorg say no!!... Pasal apa nah ya trasa hati... Pasal iya lambat menyalin... N i think ia totally shut down kalau maths ani... Bulih b4 atu ya ckp batah eh kan balik ani... **** kan?? Banar... Aku ani baik udah ah.... Aku nampak iya bmobile nda ku menagur which i know im suppose 2 tagur... Eh garam ati ku ni banar tah... Ya xpect aku ani baik lah mcm my colleague... Different ah... Please!!... Esok ada xtra class drg... Jangan tah ya dtg... Totally shut down ku jua arahnya... The other day aku shut down jua arah this 1 gal pasal iya compare aku wif my ct... Ani neutral pasal aku nda tau rupanya ya xpress student n nda pernah belajar that lesson... Ok... Nada mood ku tarus.... Salah2 kan aku mengajar the proper way to learn maths sekali the student totally nda accept...

****
FIFI

Berbicara...

Well... Apa ada ah... Oh.. Ya... Last nite was great... Truly great... I enjoyed the nite... Really... Haha... Majal... Semua lah great... The food... The performance... Last nite we went back home just before midnite... Slalu aku ani mun aher... Mengusut cikit... Kan tidur tia... Sangal tia duduk atu... P d malam... Just perfect... Nda ku bnyk ulah... Haha... The uncle punya family lagi sporting brabis... They sang.. They dance... Drg nari lagu jai ho n poco poco... Haha... The cake was lovely... D malam... I ate alot... Banar tah... Org abis udh makan aku still munching the food... Hehe...

as usual org tua2 punya soalan... Anak?? Haha... Awu buat2 ayu ku d malam... :p aku ndang ayu plng... P d labih kan ckit.... Hahaha.... N btw... Mingling with business minded people really an eye opener... No wonder drg 2 kaya... Hhmm...

atu saja update ku... I feel pressurise abit... Rasa jua kn ngabis kn syllabus for the student's upcoming xam...

till my next post people~
FIFI

before going to school....

sampat lagi ku posing before kan k skulah... haha...
are you thinking what i am thinking? makin 'sihat' kan?

i think pasal hormone change... yatah this morning during breakfast i ate alot!!! banar... i had ayam goreng... cereal of 2 jenis... mee goreng.... buah... egg tart... kek lapis... hahaha... atu banar... during lunch hour... im taking my nap... but after that... i ate cereal lagi... hahaha... p still aku kelaparan... lapas blogging ani aku kan makan..... apa nah... nasi... hehehehe.....

and.... later tonite im going to polo club... ada farewell dinner for my mum's kira x bos lh... my dad malas.. plus sakit gigi... so... yyeaayy... sebenar nya aku awal2 udh mau ikut... sekali tadi kana offer... yes!!! hahaha... hopefully i get to snap some pictures... n i heard ada karaoke... haha... aku menyanyi publicly??? yea rite... hehehe....

eh capi baru ku ingat... i havent done my LP for tomorrow... hahaha... well... kan membuat tah ku ni... :p

yours truly
FIFI

this is what i get......

this morning waktu membelai2 c emur mama ku... ani yang ku dapat... kana kakai... nda kan ketulahan 2 punya ucing.... capi kan... ntah lain lah jenis nya c emur atu... slalu kalau ucing manja d belai mau lah tidur... ani nda mengakai... its common for us udah... its nothing... ahahah...

Shy lil gal~

Seriously?? Haha... Me? Lil? Menipu jua 2 kan... N me shy?? Awu atu baru tah lurus... Yup i admit... P nda plng sampai malu malu ... (isi sndiri) haha... Just aku bsopan bah... Adat wanita pemalu... Yea.. Hehe...

boring ku sebenarnya... If ada club malam ah d brunei ani... Mengayau ku... Haha... Going to club nda jua semestinya you buat yang negative2... Bwa menari n with loud music... Bulih buat stress free... Kan... Once in a while bah... Kan merasa ku... Jeles ku dangar ceta2 mama ku atu... Masa masih muda ani jua... Ooppsss... Hahah...

seriously... Single ladies!! What are you people doing on saturday nite??? After a year... Baru ku banar2 rasa lonely... Its fun tho being single dari segi bekawan pun bebas... You kemana2 pun relax saja... Tapi dari segi hati... Its suicide rasa nya.. Haha... Labih jua eh... :p ntah kadang2 soalan my parents atu macam membagi hint betanya aku ada 'kawan' or not... Or just aku yang terasa like dat p sebenarnya inda... Hahah... Cuba tah kamu if your mum mention about kawin2an d rumah... Apa ertinya?? Mesti jua pasal tani 2 kan sebagai anak... Yatah jawapan ku selalu... Sabar ma ah... Cari laki ku dulu... Hahah...

what ever you like
FIFI

Is it normal??

... Normal kah f you used to wear heels yg tinggi... Then when you use half of its height for xample if you slalu wear 3 n then you wear 1.5... Kaki sakit jadi nya... Thats what i encounter plng... Yatah... Normal kah 2?? Or its just me...

n krg patang sport... Kami main badminton... Well atu saja yang indoor kan... Hopefully banyak cigu turn up krg... Mun nda sunyi 2 eh... Kami buat2 rajin pasal it affect our grading... Kan? Kan ambil point lah kata kan...

n masa ni aku melepak pat my mum's office... Kan tiap ari dah ku kmari ani... Haha... Seronok bah... Sajuk... N pemandangan indah... Pemandangan d luar ah view dari atas... Lawa... Jangan salah paham... Hehe... Nada masa kan mengatal ni... Everybody's acting professional... Cceewwaah... Hahaha.... Dalam hati... Gila hensem jua!!... Hahaha...

kau d hati ku.. Haha...
FIFI

An A perhaps?

Hehe... My TP grade overall up to this date... Mostly 4 which is good... And a few 3 which is satisfactory... Next week i guess will be my final grading... So im aiming for a few 4 and more of 5 which is outstanding... I believe i can achieve it... My supervisor told me that i am still depending on rules in teaching maths... Which i have to change... Because maths is all about reasoning... Everything in maths has a reason behind it... So i have to emphasise more on that... I try... N he said i am more confident now in teaching maths... Yyeeaayy~ and my voice is alot better now... Its louder compared to his previous visit... I can manage the class well... Wweehhee... Haha... As long as i keep them busy tho... If not... They'll be wandering around the class...

during my teaching i ask the students to choose a day for their revision... Its an xtra class in the afternoon... I dont want saturday bcause in the morning i have 2 class to be taught... Because teaching 2 class is already tiring... But i told the student i dont want saturday pasal aku kan k mall... Aku atu kan becali... Sekali nda menjadi... Drg serious... Ada one student tanya... Teacher kmall setiap hari sabtu kah???... Haha... N aku gtau eh kamu ani teacher kan liat wayang bah... Supaya drg nda banyak tanya lah lagi 2 ah... Sekali apa nah... Teacher liat wayang sama siapa??? Sekali ada one student say... Eh kamu ani nda paham eh... Hahaha... Sebenarnya terasa hati ku tu... Buat2 senyum saja... Senyum nda ikhlas... I wish i could go out with someone to catch a movie on saturday nite... Hhmmm....

lonely heart
FIFI

Its getting freaky...

Remember i told you my tua say pasal antu ayam??? The nite before the ayam mati... My sis sebenarnya tdgr... Macam ada footstep d luar... Org pkai kasut tinggi... Dmalam baru ya becerita... Atu ku kambang bulu... Pasal masa ya becerita lurus kami d basement mall... Mana cali 2 mun tarus2 'ya' cakap... Membali bunga kita dang... Hahaha... And tadi... My mum panggil aku... Masa siuk2 ku bedangdutan... Pikir tah apa... Rupa nya tangan my sis c mimi... Kana garit.... Tapi nda tau d mana ya dapat.... Thats scary man... Banar.... Arah lengan sebalah kiri... Garit nya atu panjang... Straight and 3 buting... Macam.... Heheh... Takut alai eh...

Chill...

Masa ni saya melepak chill... Seronok juga ye... Relax bah sama jua esok ku nada class... Hehe... My sis blanja... Yes... Ngikis harta ku ni... Hahaha...

c maci slalu mention pasal shirley temple... Merasa tah ku ni... Nada pencuci mata sini ani... :p heheh... Plan mengajut kami kan menengok wayang.... Sekali aher karang balik... Kn merait buku student mesti siap by tonite... Hhehe... Nda tia jadi.... Next time saja...

maci... Nyaman plng... Tapi apa kan sebenarnya ingredient nya ani... Hahaha....

chilling out
FIFI

Frustrated!

My sci class really disappoint me tadi... I dont know what to say lagi... Now am having headache... Moody... The feeling of restless... Pasal what happen tadi... Banar... Kids nowadays i think just plain lazy... Spoil kids... Banar tah... Buat2 bodoh pasal malas actually pandai... Eh ntah la... I just dont get it... letih ku banar...

ok.. Ppl might say... Put yourself in your student shoe... Nda tau apa2 about the lesson... But my dear... As a student aku ani lakas menangkap what is being taught... Nda ku paham 2 org slow ah... Cana kan ah... I try to teach the student the right way but then again im afraid to confuse them with what they have learned already.... Paning jua 2...

oh btw... Masa ku lunch tadi... Makan ayam kan 2... Sekali masa ku siuk2 makan atu... My dad becerita... Ayam kami mati... Macam... Eh babah ani bisai2 wah org makan ayam jua ni... Teimagine jua ku 2 kan... Hahah... Ayam yg ku makan bukan plng yg mati atu... Yg mati atu ada masih dluar alum kana kubur... Ntah my tua say ya mati pasal antu ayam??? Apakan baru lagi 2... Malas tah ku betanya more further... Heheh....

oh tadi i met my former D student... I miss them.. Some of them... Drg tanya tadi knapa aku nda ajar drg... I said knapa?? You miss me kh?? Haha... Its pasal their teacher telampau strict... I know some of them willing to learn tapi cana jua... Masa my teaching i can see improvement mau belajar in them... I admit... Ani ntah... Vanish kali...

confused...
FIFI

Its raining~

Rain heavily... With thunderstorm everywhere... Hhmm... I just got back home... N tadi aku saw cigu mizah pnya keta dpn jolibee serusop... Lurus kah keta mu 2 dang... Hehe... I went to serusop to photocopy the students notes... Ytah masa kan park the car... I saw anak damit (anak ucing)... Aku mau!!... N my mum ckp jgn tah... Capi eh... Ada 2 ekor plus the mummy... Jadi 3... Eh... Ku mau banar2 mau... Sian jua 2 ya nada rumah... Kan... Ai g ujan... Sian jua 2... Kbasahan... Hhmm...

n esok my supervisor datang... Hhmmm... Not as nervous as his first visit... P nda tau ah esok... Hhehe... N aku takut f he ask pasal my ct... Pasal aku nda pernah kana observe time maths by my ct... N ct ku yg currently ani g suka pulang awal... Hope he's willing 2 stay tommorrow... N tadi my ct accounting ada tanya where i live and she said since aku dekat ada possibility kana ambil d smb... Something like that lah... Yatah make me think... Am i ready kah or am i willing to be a teacher after this??? Hhmmm... I heard ada tp teacher kana book udh ulih certain school... After tp tarus stay sana mengajar... Big decision ni... Decision that will change my future... Still thinking... Am praying... Hopefully ada sign... :)

'what are you searching for?? cant you find it in me???'

just wondering
FIFI

currently.....

... i'm listening to sheila on 7 song 'yang terlewatkan'... i try to find the playlist on imeem but unfortunately only the video available... so aku siuk sendiri lah dulu masa ani... p i have it on my hp tho' heheheh.... you can look at the lyric on my side bar... nice... hehe....

oh... it would be great kan if you got handphone as a birthday present... apa lagi if that handphone andang you idam2 kan... nice feeling tu... masa my twenty second birthday aku punya wish list either a new handphone or a digital camera.... i have it both but not during birthday... but it still a nice feeling but it'll be perfect kalau time birthday itself... apa kan... besyukur ku dih... im just saying if bah... :p but last year birthday nada wish list... but its perfect udah... walaupun celebration nya aher... tapi its still perfect... :) this year wish list??? apa bisai... haha... aku nda minta apa2 but if ada rezeki a new 'friend' would be nice... hehehe....

aku pernah mention pat my mum... 'ma udah ku graduate aku mau PSP as a present ah...' hahaha.... betul aku mau PSP... bising tia my siblings ani... eh dah ko kaja lah ko bali sendiri... apa plang minta balikan lagi... hahaha....
im the most spoilt kid dalam my family... ntah maybe aku yang the eldest atu kali ah... heheh... nda pemalu aku ani eh... hahaha... kalau aku nda dapat barang yang aku suka... i'll go crazy... teman2 rapat ku paham udah ni... kan... hheheh... i remember when i was a kid masa my dad kursus in singapore... asal menelepon 2 mesti cakap... 'bah balikan game..' udah my dad balik ada tia game..... yyeeaaaa~ hahah.... i'm a game freak actually but at this moment during cuti saja.... hari2 biasa have to ignore the desire kan main game.... tanggungjawab d dulu kan.... am i right??? and ada one time my dad balik dari sabah after mendaki gunung kinabalu... ada beg ani lawa... i said babah nda guna ni? aku mau... sekali nda kana bagi... kana bagi baju saja... apa nah.... menangis eh... hahahah... kana bagi tia beg ah... spoil eh aku ani... :p

but aku ada wishlist udah when i had a job.... apa nah... first.. to own VW toureg... second... to own iphone.... third... go to dubai for a holiday.... yeha~... hehehe... atu lah yang penting... kira my needs lah tu... hehe my wants banyak plng... tapi yang penting kata my mum... bila ada gaji nanti... orang tua jangan lupa... especially nini... awu... heheheh....

whatever it is.. its all up to the individual.. everybody ada their needs and wants... to get it we have to work hard to earn it.... as long as you believe and you have the will... why not... you treat it as your ganjaran that you deserve due to the hard work... the time that you spend... your rehat time... hehehe... tapi mesti you know either your effort atu sama level or not with your wants... if not... nda jua berbaloi tu... kan...

with all the love in the world
FIFI

My mind change~

Its not bad tho' the aerobic tadi... Plus yoga... Fun lah...udh atu... Hahaha... Bth udh ku nda work out... Nah tadi masa yoga kdapatan sbnrnya aku flexible pasal bukan jenis yg baru2 bexcrcise... Hahah... Bangga jua ku 2... :p kambang2... Wwuu... :p

lagu mas kaer ani menyentuh jiwa ku eh... Haha... Suara g mendayu2 menusuk kjiwa... Hahah... Masa ni i makan @ tinis... Kueh tiew goreng... Ntah current fav food ku... But i still like yg rbc punya....

after work out atu sangal2 badan... Urat2 tetarik... Hahah... Udah balik after mandi tarus tidur seronok ni... Dapat mimpi indah tarus... ;)

selalu d hati mu (hahahha)
FIFI

Saturday is sport day...!!

Mestikah saturday?? Weekend?? Kan ngedate pn ngak bisa ini... Hahaha... Mcm tah aku ada date... Haha... Aku malas... Sal ngantuk... Hhmm... Banar plng untuk kesihatan... But why saturday?? yoga g 2 eh karang ani... Tdur ni ulihnya... Haha... I think... :p from 2.30 till 4.30... Hopefully fun... Mun nda... Ntah...

owh ya... Aku got issue here... Macam the mid year for accounting nda temasuk topic yg ku ajar... Macam... Ai... Hhmm... Pasal ada class lain yang alum abis blajar that part... P kn personally aku pikir pasal aku kah sebenarnya?? Hahaha... Banar macam... Is it really pasal class lain alum abis or is it me??... Aku ani mudah terasa hati... Yatah selalu jua kjiwa... Mudah tah ku berkata2 d dalam hati...

and ya jua in maths aku nda suka time mengajar student nda paham pasal they have not mastered the basic... Payah jua ku 2... Melambatkan my teaching... I dont xpect them 2 ingat semua... But at least ada idea... Waduh... Gmana ni...

awu aku suka complaining... Pasal aku masa ani mengantuk.... Hahah... Its my nature i guess... My sis c dd... Ya slalu tagur 2 if im being impatient... Ntah mayb i have adhd kali... I dont know... Haha... Pasal one of the sympthom of adhd... They think everything moves slow... Padahal in reality phasing mcam biasa saja... Yatah since bagi drg smua slow atu yatah membuat frustration to them... I dont know... Aku pn like dat... I guess... Lambat sikit bah... Abis.... Macam dunia ani milik ku... Nda ku duli org... I cant control it my dear...

kementalan
FIFI

Almost...

Almost had a heart attack tadi!!... Really!!... I went to serusop tadi... To photocopy the students notes... I was still in the car... Then i turn my head to the right... Kira sibuk lah 2 meliat siapa parking sebalah ku kan... Sekali ku liat vios... N the guy look like him!! Tarus my heart beats faster... Then i looked at the lady next to him... Xcen ku sibuk2 kan diri biar drg jalan jauh dulu... Baru ku kuar keta... Then the vios is blue... Duh!! Vios nya itam kali aa... Hahah... Suspen aja... Tapi banar smpai balik rumah tadi still sakit dada ku... Haha...

start saturday patang... Ada sport for the teachers... I heard compulsary... Waduh mengapa harus saturday... Heheh... If ziemah mengaji esok then i wont have any partner... Hhmm... Malu bah... Heheh... Mesti tah bedangan...

aher kan ku tdur... Awu buat lesson plan... F just the students notes classwork n homework i wont bother alot pasal ari atu dah siap... P LP ani batah yo kan membuat... You have to think harder n deeper... We have an idea how to teach that lesson its just that to put into words and actually making a sense out of it yang susah... Ngerti??? Hehe...

sayang mu
FIFI

You drive me crazy~

'Why dont you go your way... And i'll go mine... Live your life and i'll live mine... i walked away so you dont have to see me cry...'

you were not on my mind anymore... But why are you re-appearing??? You ruin my day for today... Hhmm... If its true that you still think or even care about me... Why dont you just say it to my face... I dont like this kind of i so-called game.... Even its just a game... But it gives me a great impact... Know why??.. With you on my mind... Makes the feeling want to be in love again stronger... Tau???

crazy
FIFI

I like~

Suka ku ngajar sci class ah... Heheh... Mun cani keadaan nya... I'll stay d smb smpai bila2 pun bulih... N my CT tanya tadi how was it... I said its ok... Class ku b4 sama plng jua ok kalau ku bgi kaja... But yg dulu... Ada yang nda membuat... Ckp nda paham tapi personally pn nda btanya... Mcm sci class iya nda skulah d last lesson tadi btanya... Bagus kan... Yang previous becerita yatah lambat siap... Yg nw... Silent ada plng bising p discuss... Macam i do my best... Then the effort its all up to the student... Kan... With all the hope they @least get something from my teaching... :)

i dont know what's happening to me... Slalu aku tdur ptg supaya malam nda awal banar tidur... Ani nw... Mana mau tdur n malam aher tdur... Knapa 2 ya nah... Capi kan... Yes the feelings still ada jua... I could say mcm you're on your first date... Dari saat you wait for him to pick you up till you guys balik... Catu tah feeling nya.... Your date atu mesti tah orang yang you paling suka ah... Bukan some random guy... Heheh... It comes n go... But still...

'...i rather be...'

yours truly
FIFI

ku curi question c maci... :)

hahaha.... boring ku masa ani... kan merehatkan diri nda mau... here goes:

EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
- nope.. not yet...

LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
-3 yrs n 9 mnths... *mengira kali ku dulu ah before jwb this question... i almost forget* hahaha....

LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
- paling special underwear ijau... dari bungsu ku.... hahah...

EVER DROPPED A CELLPHONE?
- yupz....

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
- last week??? :p

THING(s) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
- food.. bags... shoes... clothes n lingerie....

LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
- mee goreng d skulah...

FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- hot body??? heheh... :p

ONE FAVOURITE SONG?
- currently... lewat semesta...

WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
- somewhere

HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED
- SMB & STPRI

A PROVIDER
- provide apa??? service telepon kah? data stream telecommunication...

FAVOURITE MALL STORE
- The Mall

LONGEST JOB YOU HAD?
- is TP considered as a job?? if so... teaching... :)

DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
- kan d apa??

DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
- nope...

LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED
- last february?? haha...

FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU RECEIVED GOOD NEWS
- depend on which news.... personal or nda...

LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BESTFRIEND
- hhmm....

FAVOURITE FASTFOOD RESTAURANT
- none in particular....

BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD
- *you have a new gf ah thats why you left??.... mana ada.. who told you??*... penipu ko gila.... sama... *he told me he's single fews months back...* ku langgar ya pkai keta mun ku tjumpa...

WHERE'S YOUR FAV PLACE TO EAT WITH YOUR FRIENDS?
- somewhere comfortable...

CAN YOU COOK?
- sure...

WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
- hyundai accent...

BEST KISSER
- me?? can u keep a secret?? hahaha....

LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- tadi.. almost... banar2... hhmm... cant recall...

MOST DISLIKED FOOD
- apa ah...

THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF
- being a maths major undergraduate student....

THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF
- short tempered.... n pendiam...

LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB
- from 7am till 2pm... hahah...

FAVOURITE MOVIE
- ps i love you...

CAN YOU SING?
- i can... but not that musically talented....

LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
- peter pan... is it in 2004???

LAST KISS?
- ...

LAST MOVIE RENTED
- none...

ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT
- e61i n wallet....

FAVOURITE VACATION SPOT
- dubai..

LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
- laptop

FAVOURITE COMEDIAN
- jim carrey... adam sadler...

DO YOU SMOKE?
- never... but aku ada mimpi aku bsigup... apa ertinya 2??

SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
- with...

WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
- alone...

DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
- for me? ngak bisa sih... if for short period bisa....

HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
- never....

PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
- pancakes ani kalau brunei kira tumpi kan... french toast atu ruti paun... i'll say both...

DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
- when i need that energy fix...

HOW DO YOU LIKE YOU EGGS?
- half boil or scramble please...

WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED?
- ari ani nada ngaji...

NUMBER OF PILLOWS?
- more than 5...?? i even bring my pillow k dapur... :)

WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?
- teka le ;)

PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC
- 'i know it hurts so much but its best for us..' apa yang best nya...

CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
- computer game?? yes...

CAN YOU SWIM?
- yea..

FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- none in particular

DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
- i know how to read them tho'...

TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABT YOURSELF
- i love driving... fast...

EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?
- nda i think...

WHAT IS YOUR FAV SEASON?
- in my world ada season of love sama season of loneliness... my fav season of love.... :p

LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
- why should i laughed at something stupid... duh!... *start tah ku kementalan lagi* haha...

WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
- 5 something2 in the morning...

BEST THING ABT WINTER?
- white...

LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
- tiket apa??? kes nda phm... haha... never yo...

NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET
- family pet... c manis...

DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?
- kalau c johnny depp cool... in reality... mihir!!!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
- not sure... a date will be nice...

BIRTH DATE - 17th december 1985....

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE
- someone important in my future career... n someone important in somebody's heart...

ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?
- yea

ARE YOU SMILING?
- now?? im trying... to impress people.. yea... :)

DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
- none in particular... but im thinking of someone...

ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?
- teaching?? ya...

DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?
- nada kali...

WHAT IS YOUR FAV NAME?
- fifi... awu aku suka nama ku... haha

DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?
- the semester start in august tho'...

DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?
- nope...

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?
- by ship??? pernah...

DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
- iya iya lah...

ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
- rumah ku bungalow... nada upstairs...

ARE YOU IN LOVE?
- next question please... haha...

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL?
- for a surgery?? yea...

DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW?
- see as in dating??awu... i could only wish... wish it come true... mudahan jua... :)

WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING?
- rimas ku...

Tears~

Aku practice doing some speech... Farewell speech... Bulih ku kan menangis... Beranti ku tarus... Hahah... Awu tadi aku sama cgu ziemah discuss pasal farewell ani... Yatah katanya liat ah siapa nangis dulu... Hahaha...

macam bila ku pikir balik i miss my 2 classes atu... Tapi apa bulih buat... Kana tukar ku ngajar class lain... Now is better pasal i really need class yang nda gauk for my grades... Tapi xperience wise i prefer class ku lama... Pasal mengajar aku erti sabar...

i'll definitely be missing this TP thingy... I'll miss teaching as well... Kalau ada rezeki kana suruh mengajar... I'll pertimbangkan... Tapi aku mau d SMB... Ntah knapa kah aku sayang banget with that school... Hhhmmm.... Teaching ani ada pros n cons nya... Every job yang ada pun sama ada baik n buruknya... I miss teaching already... Hahah... Kes free bah tadi ku nada mengajar... Capi eh...

aku kangen deh sama kamu... Please give me a sign...

yours truly
FIFI