Takkan Berpaling Dari Mu

kala malam bersihkan wajahnya dari bintang-bintang
dan mulai turun setetes air langit dari tubuhnya
tanpa sadar nikmatnya alam karena kuasaMu
yang takkan habis sampai di akhir waktu perjalanan ini

terima kasihku padaMu Tuhanku
tak mungkin dapat terlukis oleh kata-kata
hanya diriMu yang tahu besar rasa cintaku padaMu

oh Tuhan anugerahMu tak pernah berhenti
selalu datang kepadaku Tuhan semesta alam
dan satu janjiku takkan berpaling dariMu

(terima kasihku) ya Allah
(padaMu Tuhanku) anugerahMu
(anugerahMu)

Engkau sisihkan semua aral melintang di hadapanku
dan buat terang seluruh jalan hidup ’tuk melangkah

rossa

New kitty~~

YEAY~! finally the long wait is over... Dapat jua ahernya baby damit after so many long years... Hehe... Kiut!! Just like the mummy n d daddy... Tapi 1 ekor saja... But we guess ada lagi ddalam parut since mummy nya punya tummy msih basar... Tapi nda kan? So we wait la... Sebenarnya dua... Tapi yg the first born kitty nda survive... So tinggal 1 saja... Sian... :( nw cant wait iya basar... Wweehhee... :p

oh... Finally n officially yours truly turning 24!!! Haha... Im loving my december this year... Hohoho~! N still now angau pasal i didnt xpect that cigu greet me bday... *tersipu malu* :p as for the celebration... A simple bbq with the family since malam atu orang sembahyang tahun baru hijrah... So in order to respect the nite simple ja la... But early in the afternoon my teman c wana made a suprise visit n brought me a present... Totally suprise... Pasal aku tdur masa atu... Haha... Thanks wana... Im loving it...

on friday went to the seasons restaurant to make a deposit for our family dinner n post b'day celebration... *senyum riang* n this year aku cuma ada 1 wish saja... *kenyit2 mata*

n tonite sudah 2 hari im not in the talking mode with that guy... Alhamdulillah~! Bukan ku nda bsyukur dengan kehadirannya... Tapi imagine communicating with him sama macam itik dengan ayam communicating... You cakap dengan sindiran or terus terang he just dont get it... Dont say i did not try to accept our differences... But the differences is so big that i had to give up on him....

-end-

older

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go
Life goes on
Wasting no more time
So much to be done
Everything works out
So they say
Over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
Yeah, yeah

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Here before my eyes
Many roads ahead
Time for me to choose one way now
If I take a chance
What lies down the road
Feeling so confused
Turned around
On and on
On and on
Yeah, yeah'

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Waited all my life for this day to come
I feel like letting go
Life goes on
Over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
Yeah, yeah'

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older
I always thought that I knew where I'd want to go
Now I'm here and I find that I'm still getting colder
It's kinda tough getting older

Seems like nothing is black and white anymore
Shades of gray and I feel a weight over my shoulder
It's tough getting older

Colbie Caillat

Malam ini~~

Nda bisa melelapkan mata... Sigh...

tadi patang... After makan soto with my mum... I went jogging.. Erm.. No.. slow walking... Psal nda tahan sanak parut.. Bagus kan? Aku sebenarnya lupa about jogging... Psal batah nda makan soto tu... Yatah agree saja tia... Hehehe... N teh c spesel... Wah... Asik deh...

lagi satu... I read the newspaper tadi psal being lonely does affect a person's health... Especially for woman... Dapat increase kemungkinan mendapat breast cancer... Scary~! As you know unhealthy brain does give consequences to your body... For more info pasal atu... You guys read la local news paper yg 9th dec punya...

im hungry... Yes in the middle of the nite... :( susah yo kan jaga badan ani... My daily eating routine... Pagi2 i'll just drink water for breakfast... 2 galas... I ate lunch as usual... Tapi the portion of the rice no more than the size of my fist... Damit bah tangan ku cubatah basar bnyk ku makan... :p after jogging i'll eat dinner sama jua mcm time lunch... Tapi sometimes i skip la the dinner... But not always... Supaya nda dehydrated... I minum air sentiasa... Atu saja... N sekali sekala i spoil myself with those fast food n junk food :D

apa ni alum mau tdur...

Loving my december~~

December so far... Been really nice to me... Syukur Alhamdulillah...

this morning i got a call... Telling me that i am eligible for the job that i've applied sometime last month... In the govenrment sector... But as usual... Mesti ada test n the interviews kan... To select the best applicants... So yea... Wish me luck friends... :D

sebenarnya i totally forgot about it... Bila kana call tadi... I kinda excited... Walaupun aku ada experience at bridex tapi atu just a temporary employment... And ani for me... Its BIG... Its what im going to do in so so many years... Thats also the reason why my recent post mentioning about decision in the making... Shall i choose this or OCS or that... Pening eh... Tapi whatever it is... I wont take forgranted all the rezeki yang kana kurniakan ani... I'll give my best for this... Macam ku xam maths jua effort ku... Hehe...

People out there might say alum jua dapat p show off... Im not showing off im just sharing my happiness n my excitement with my dear friend... Karang kalau ku nda share2 ada yang jauh hati... So the best way is to share the happy news...

tidur...

Such a huge ego...~~

Suppose today i want to call it officially hari malas ku... Tapi *sigh* i woke up at 10 am... Then kana banguni... *ka... Bali buku* iisshh... Bangun tah ni bsiap... Udah smpai skulah my sis kan membali buku... 11.30 am tutup... I was there 11.33 am bah... N the cigu said... Dtg esok saja.. Psal tukang cashier nya balik udah... It ruins hari malas ku jua 2 kan... N its hot today ya... Perfect kan nyasah sluar jeans... Hehehe...

yesterday i went to kuala belait... My mum attended her friend's wedding... Aku just ntar to the place... Bis 2 aku stay at my nini's crib... Since its almost lunch hour... Aku sebagai cucu yang jenis pemedulian... Haha... :p bawa my nini lunch out... Sebenarnya in KB i know the places... Tapi to xactly know the routes to those places atu still im yet to discover... :) so supaya sanang... I just suggest we makan d riviera... My nini awal2 suggest makan pat siring sungai atu tapi she wasnt sure jua buka or nda but ptg2 surely buka...

so went to reviera... My first impression *whhooaaa... So nice the place* its my first time there... Really2 nice... Kalau dating... Romantic 2 sana... Trust me... I've figure out something udah in my mind... *ketawa dlm hati* :D tapi its too bad i didnt get to enjoy the place batah2... Psal its hot n my nini kpanasan udh... N the food... Standard pricing... And the taste EXCELLENT!!!

n kemarin my uncle tanya... Btah udah i didnt see him sal he just got back from holland... Yatah he asked... 'Ko masuk askar? Buang tebiat??...' Hehehe... Malas ku jawap... Ku biar my mum menjawapkn.. Hehe..

n lastly... Our end-of-year annual family dinner is at the seasons restaurant... I dont know... Either xcited or not... Coz i have other place on my mind... :)

Mood nda stabil~~

Its because of the stupid driver... Gila punya orang... I saw that car tapi still clear for me to take the lane... I signal la kan msuk lane atu... Skali bila aku udah msuk that lane orang tua kabur kali udah matanya ah d hon nya aku... Pantang ah ku dbuat catu... Mun ku ilang sabar ah... Tau tah ya 2... Iiisshhh...

earlier today... We went to my uncle's house... Bru turun haji... Touching moment... Ntah nda ku tau why so emotional tadi... N the food was great... :D

n before that incident... Went to stadium... Just to prepare myself before that day come... I love how my skin looks when after workout... So glowy... Heheh.. N plus i want to tone down my perut yang msih comel ani... Hahah... Ckit lagi ah... Sabar... :D now i can wear skinny jeans hohoho... Tapi wait till i get my sexy abs back... ;D

owh ya... Pasal dmalam mendapat berita gumbira dari my friend... Sampai termimpi plang yang aku was in the middle of preparing myself for my own wedding... Banar mimpi indah... Yatah i tell my sister... N ya cakap... Ko tah plang ni yg kn kawin... Hahah... Really bila mendangar bunyi orang upgrading the relationship to the next level... I tend to get really excited... The reason is the preparation dari awal till the wedding day atu walau banyak kan dbuat due to adat tani... Tapi its the most beautiful thing... Besides that person officially becomes someone elses atu makes it even wonderful... Pasal kata dr.fadzillah kamsah... Bersyukur dengan pasangan kamu... Bcause... Not everyone else yang bertuah mendapat pasangan hidup... :)

decision in the making... :)

Movie movie movie~~~

Since abis xam ani... So far i've watched 3 movies... Bnyk 2... Compared to selalunya... Paling last i've been to the movie masa bulan 6 kah?? If im not mistaken lah... Yg tadi i liat ceta jump... Seronok!! I recommend it to those yg stress masa ani... Psal cali cetanya... N ada good looking actors lagi... So a total package... Heheh... Fun la tadi atu...

since my workout kemarin atu... I've sufferd chestburn or heart burn kh?? Yatah... I complain pat my mum... She said... Cuba th pelahan2... Ani mengajut2... Mana nda... Hmm... Well aku jenis nya yang suka push myself supaya nampak hasil nya... So pasal ani alai nda k stadium... Instead alai jalan2... Liat wayang... N oh i got my new pair of jeans udh... Yeehhaa... Cant wait for miri... Kan shopping kasut probably or new clothes...

actually my december had a good start ya... Wweehhee... Cant wait for the next day n the next one... Seronok nye... Esok... Hunting for teh c spesel... :D

Since...~~

Sejak entah brapa lama kh udah ku nda mengexersice kn diri... N baru tadi ku merajinkan diri k stadium.... Seronok... Letih... Aku rasa kurus... Heheh... N pemandangan yg indah :p haha... Atu yang mahal 2 nah... Eh... Cant help it mun drg park sebalah keta ku... Nda jua dapat d elak 2... Haha...

wwooowweee.... December hadir...~~ i aim kan buy 2 pairs of shoes... Peep toe heels sma bellarina flats... Atu saja... For the shoe part... ;p i dont need bags this month... Haha... This month ok... Other month alum tau lagi... Heheh... a pair of jeans would be nice.. N a new clothes... Heheh... Hello! December jua ni... Time to pamper myself... :D sepanjang december ani treat me nice n i'll b nice to you for the rest of the year... Heheh...

oh siapa yg alum liat new moon... Better watch sama your other half la ah... Supaya dapat feel of the love atu... Hehehe... Aku liat sma family... Mana terasa cinta in the air nya... Heheh... Tepaksa ku control my reaction bila meliat c jacob punya hot body 2... ;p hahah...

aku kan share 1 scene lah ah msa aku liat new moon... Kn new moon ani yang dtunggu2 kan d liat... Siapa yg dapat liat time sneak preview atu th yg lucky psal premier nya 3rd dec bru tah main... Aku xpect smua la ni bhave well on their seats... Menghayati jalan ceta... Tapi i hate it when duduk dekat2 dengan teenagers sekarang ani... No offence ah... Tapi banar annoying... Yatah psal dapan ku 'kanak2' bulih drg mencek2 mobile phone msa ceta atu main... Silau kali aa... N menganggu jua 2... Aku dengan selambanya terajang kerusi ah... Pandai eh ya concerntrate tarus... N baik jua aku punya seat sebalah kdalam ujung skali... N my sis yg duduk sebalah kwn 'kanak2' ani... Becerita bh ya psal new moon ah! Mentang2 th udah ya meliat... Awu mun aku sebalah nya... Ada xtra scene kali eh dalam panggung.... Alum lagi part kegatalannya tekluar 2 smbil2 mencek hp nya ah... Ntah eh...

enough... :)