Friday, January 29, 2010

Light my way~

Im officially getting dark... Yes... Dark!! Hehe... Tapi alai nda kisah tho... Psal last wednesday i swim for two hours dari kul 3 till 5... Panas yo... My coach puji my swimming style... Tapi stamina ku plus my breathing technique lagi kan d improve... Insya Allah... I'll master it within the last few lessons... :)

do i look like aku bru abis form 5 kh?? I've encounter fews times udah orang pikir aku masa ni msih menunggu result o level... Ntah aku pun nda tau... Kan rasa bangga kah nda... Hmm...

owh ya... Tadi i went to consumer fair plus rtb carnival... Ramai!! Tapi aku nda smpat liat c naj perform... :( i met my fren tadi... Last time aku jmpa kdia masa raya... Lama 2... Hehe... Of all the question she asked... Yg paling mahal... Ada bf ko udh?? I was like... Ah? Bf?... Dlm hati plng 2... I said nada buat masani... Sabar ah... She was xcited actually meliat status ku d fb... Mcm bbf udh bunyinya katanya... Tapi i said nada :)

its almost 2 years now im without serious relationship... The last one i didnt consider serius la... Puppy love i guess... Withing those times i've met or known some guys... Tapi somehow nada yang menarik perhatian... Ada actually tapi nda melakat d hati... Atas sebab2 yg nda dapat delakkan... Hehe... Masa first berkenalan atu penting sangat2... I love it kalau masa first berkenalan atu we click tarus... N thats when i know to continue mengenali... Tapi payah nyamu kan mencari guys yang we instantly click... Bnyk nya 'investigator'... Constantly asking too many questions... Cukup tah betanya some basic question ah... Ani eh abis dpisinya... Fed up alai tarus... Bosan!!

ok... Aku ada qualification to be an educator... Tapi somehow along those years ku study to become an educator atu i lost the interest... N i found my new interest... Atu pun kn d argue ulih the 'investigator' ah... Outside i can be a'girly girl' tapi deep inside aku ani 'powerpuff girl'... As c wana said... Hehe... Respecting my interest is very important... Bukan sja for 'dorang' atu lah... Even some of my fren pun... I know orang suprise with my new interest atu tapi somehow kan betanya atu biar soalan nya supportive... Ani nda... Mcm ntah malas ku cakap...

walau apa pun... Cinta itu satu misteri... So masa ani i'm happily single... Giving up is not my game... I accept any idea n kritikan yang membina... N i'm avoiding/ignoring orang yang menjatuhkan my self confidence... Thank you.

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