Malam pacaran~

Haha... Curious org meliat title atu... :-p

btw nada kena mengena its juz a title... Duh! Hehe...

what people usually do kn mlm minggu ani??

hm... February is fast approaching us... Nda trasa... Not looking forward... 1 psal teaching practice is coming... 2 psal.... Apa nah?? Haha... Well its nt been confirm yet psal d date p its in february... Kali jua 2... My mum had another surgery for her cancer... Hm... No fun meh~

from my xperience... D worst lh aa... Tyme my mum surgery waktu puasa... Nda seronok... Malam raya org ngusai rumah... We d hospital... 1st raya org siuk mkn wif family member... Kami... D spital... Hhmm~ imagine dat... lagi 1... Tidur d hospital menjaga my mum... Nda bisa tdur sih... Sajuk!!... Hopefully things will b ok la wif d surgery thingy... Praying for the best... :-)

got 2 weddings 2 attend dis february... I wonder when will be my turn... Haha... My mum say age is not d important factor g kalau kn kawin atu... Its d security in life kh...?? Nda jua brapa mendgr 2 aku aa... Haha... Mun kn kawin ikut age... nya my mum baik th kawin msa umur 12 taun... Start dara... Haha... Its 4 those yg concern psal umurnya meningkat plng 2...

we always joke arnd 2 psal kawin @ early age... My grandma kawin @ d age 18 kali.. Nda ku brapa ingat... Yatah siapa sja d ladies in our family yg bru turn 18 we always say... Ee muda udh ni bulih kawin udh... Hahahha...

what am i talking about ni... Haha... Usually f sat nite ani aku awal tdur supaya not 2 think psal yg im nt suppose 2 think anymore... Whats past is past... Biarkn jadi knangan sja... I knw im partly brsalah p im nt suppose to be treated dat way... Siapa yg phm... Phm2 sndiri sja.. Yg nda phm... Lu pikir la sndiri~ hahaha...

'cant sleep thru the pain'

yours truly
FIFI

Best thing~

Msani ku liat ceta cina 'gem of life' pat AOD... Dmlm aku liat ckit sja... P nw still jua ku liat ckit... Tputus2 aa...liat american idol jua.. Hehe...

k smb tadi... Skajap sja... Wat aa less than 15 mins... Haha... Psal d cgu tadi gtau.. They juz receive our names dri ubd.. So drg pn kind of bz jua... So evrything on d 2nd sja.. P aku ada liat yg aku kna bgi class form 4... Mixed kali drg bgi... p aku ada nampak aku kna bgi class 4A... Haha... Yeay~

nda ku tau f im xcited or nervous or watevr... Its a mixed feelings... Bila kn supp result kuar aa... Hopefully good news... N luck is on my side... F ku pass i'll buy myself ankle boots d charles n keith... Bdoa ku ni... Kamu doa kn jua aa.. :-)

lapar eh... Aku craving kn mkn ayam goreng psal i watched anthony bordain msa ya k saudi arabia... Seronok... Drg ada local fast food restaurant... Kalau d cni mcm ayamku atu la... N ada 2 side.. 1 for single guy sja.. N 1 for family... N tmpat mkn nya ttutup so nada org stare @ u tyme mkn n f kn buat bising no one knws siapa... Pyh ku xplain bnr2 so phm2 sndiri sja... Hehe... Yatah sbnrnya aku hinting ni ada org kn blanja aku mkn d jolibee kh... Hahaha... :-p

'i'm going to lose my best thing if i keep getting around'

yours truly
FIFI

Better in time~

Finally... Aku ada dh dangan k smb esk... Sma a fren of mine bru ku bkenalan... Siapa nah... Hahah... C aziemah... Well aku kenal iya... P bru tah ku bckp wif iya.. Nt bckp la bsms kami...

well set pat note to do 4 esk... K SMB @ 10 am... Yeay~

'i deserve to smile'

yours truly
FIFI

Support me mentally~

My dear frens yg suka duduk dpn tyme class sila ambil perhatian... Hahah.... Still remember psal plan c mizah yg we meet up everyweek kh 2 tyme tp nanti 2 share things up... Ingat?? Ingat?? Is d plan still on?? im looking forward plng 2... Please say yes... Heheh...

n well im gaining weight dgn nda d sangka... Aku tau im gaining some weight p aku nda sangka aku gain dat much... Bh anyone care 2 join kn bjog... Awal2 plng ni ganya smangat... Phm2 aje la ye... Hahah.... P really f ada yg support aku mentally y nt... :)

'terlalu sadis cara mu tanpa peduli sakit nya aku'

yours truly
FIFI

Living my life~

I've received sms dri my fren tadi dat she's not going to have her tp dis semester... Iya tukar course... Psal sebab2 yg nda dpt d elakkn... Bowh... Paksa tah ku sorg2 ni d smb... Nda ku biasa eh nda bdgn aa... Aku plan kn k smb esk... P since nda bdgn ani i might change my mind... Deciding msh ni... Shud i or shud i nt... Hm...~

help!! Hehe... Aku ani pmalu bh :-p f bdgn brani ku ckit... I knw i have 2 brani kn diri... Smpai bila th kn nda pndai brurusan sndiri ani... Manja bh aku ani hahah... Form pn mama ngisi kn... Well im not proud of it p dats basically me... The way i am exactly~

'ignore the hater till they fade away'

yours truly
FIFI

Blogging thru hp~

Dear reader...

i prefer blogging thru hp... Easy aa... Evrything at fingertips.. Heheh... Evn surfing pn aku slalu thru hp... I LOVE my hp... Duh! Hahah...

'dont judge a book by its cover'

yours truly
FIFI

Im a star wif no light...~

Kmarin i went to itb career xhibition... Alasan kn dgni my sis cri kaja... P sbnrnya kn jln2 sja... Membasuh mata... Hahah... Msa d sna nda bnyk lah yg kn d liat... Ckit sja yg participate... Ada ku interested pat dis one oil n gas co.. P msa 2 drg promo yg kaja engineer sja... Bukan background ku... So nda ku jadi...

kn blik th ni since nada jua kn d liat g kn... P dri awal sudh aku ada minat 'ckit' psal jadi askar... Psal my mum ckp f pkai uniform 2 u feel proud bh... Ok 4 u guys pnya info both my parents bkas tentera... So basically my life trbiasa udh ni dgn disiplin...

so we went to navy pnya booth... Psal dsna ja ku tliat ada askar bini2... Yg sbuting 2 ada p navy lawa bh uniform nya... Haha... Ya trang kn lh psal wat happen f ku apply 4 navy atu... Pangkat apa... Training nya cna... D payment... N 1st soalan ku tanya... Ada masuk utan jua kh??.. Ahaha... Bab2 msuk utan ani th yg ku takut... Sal dgr ceta xperience my mum n my aunt yg pernah jadi askar ani bh... Scary~

basically... Brminat ku... I ask my sis.. Ok kh aku msuk askar... Ya ckp ok jua... Iya pn mau msuk p since ia dpt jadi askar biasa sja... Which lagi pyh training nya dri pgawai so nda jadi... My parents bgi green light udh plng... Drg juz say janji snggup... N my mum say janji tahan telinga... Mun kn ucap palui dgr sja... Haha... Aku ani tahan plng telinga... Heheh... Wah~ pening sih...

cna aa... Hhmm... Still thinking... Since aku single msh ani jua.... Mun bbf sah th ku nda kna suruh... Haha... Pduli ku... Sma jua ku nulung iya cri mkn udh kawin nanti... Mun ndang iya kaya mana sja ya sna atu...

kn jadi cgu atu bukan apa... Aku ani well pyh kn xplain... Bsr tanggungjwp jadi cgu p mcm nda brapa minat... Liat lh cna after bulan 5 ani... I'll decide army or teaching...

'start thanking wat u got instead of complaining wat u dont got'